The Definition: In Between  

rm_CBfleXXX 35M
10 posts
7/12/2005 11:37 am

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The Definition: In Between


Welcome again to my mind. That was cool! Anyway on a serious note, I've got major problems in my love life and you know who you are. I've been thinking a lot about this situation and the truth.

This is all I need is a beautiful and bootyful woman sad about our situation and what it means. Unfortunately I've never felt that way about anyone and still don't.

Feelings, crazy things, fragile things and what do I do shatter them to pieces. In dissappointmen I sadly admit that I am a dog and will always be a dog. A low form of life that is only out to spread it's doggedness through out. In between, what do you mean? The definition is simple, I want two women who want me and when I'm with each it's bliss for them and hell for me because when I am with one my mind is on that person at that time for ever how long it may be and when I'm away from both my heart is heavy and I feel dispicable.

When I'm with the other those feelings leave but, for a moment I'm thinking why am I doing this to these people, do I have no feelings, no remorse for what I am doing. Each time one tells me to let the other go and I'm willing to do it but in that other's presence when I feel disabled and can not do it.

Now, I need to let both of them know that the pain is too much and I need to let them both go but I can't because then this will tear them to shreds and I never want to do that. Why is this so hard when I know I'm a brutally honest person and have told them so much already...

The definition of me.

ursulabragwen 37F
1 post
7/14/2005 9:56 am

I'm not going to lie, feelings, no mater what they are or who they're for, or about are alway hard to express. But if you can, they make you a better man, woman.
I'm not one to give advice, but honestly, speaking as a person who has no ties to anyone other than family and never has, you gotta do what's best for you; in the end it's usually best for all parties concerned if you speak the truth from the start, air all the dirty laundry so to speak and let the chips fall where they may.
No one can account for feelings, i don't think we're expected to, just go with your gut.


Tha_First_Lady 34F

7/19/2005 1:23 am

I agree , i think you should do what makes you happy . Better safe then sorry . Make sure that the decision you make its the right one . Im sure you dont want to bypass a good thing . Yeah its tough but that life for ya ..


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