Lost in a rollercoaster...  

rm_ByNaomi 35F
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9/6/2005 4:15 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Lost in a rollercoaster...

Feelings are exploding inside of me and meanwhile, the only thing I can do about it is to stand aside, letting time heal.
Time doesn't heal shit.
You do.
The only one who's doing the healing is you and you alone.

I love so hard, so helpless right now.
I really do try to move on and cope with the situation like a normal sane person would
- but it's so hard.. It's bloody hard to be sane!

Bittersweet love..

It's bitter to be apart, but it's sweet to love.
It hurts to know that we both love so much.. Love eachother still but choose to live seperate lives. Not daring to be daring..

None of this makes sence.
Turning my world upside down, turning his.

Just wish that someone could stop this freaking rollercoaster or atleast slow it down so I could find some room for breathing..
Just for a while..
To catch my breath and fine sanity again.

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