Blah-blah-mood-struck..  

rm_ByNaomi 35F
1427 posts
1/1/2006 2:48 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Blah-blah-mood-struck..

I never imagined time could move so fast..
It's so weird.
Never imagined having so much fun yet feeling so lonely.
Leaving the ex was the best achievement last year. What to achieve for this one?
Or must there always be some kind of achievement?
Maybe for me..

I'm here now for some reflection but can't seem to be able to put my senses together.
In a somewhat blah-blah mood. Don't have much to say really. Just writing to get thoughts in order. If it's ever possible??

I've kept my knees together and am now closing up to nun stage..
Feel good about it? Aaaawwwww!!
No, I don't! It's not me! It's me being selective but hey... I'm drying up here!
I'm feeling quite pathetic writing this but what else to do? It's the god damn truth..
Won't settle for anything less than the best so better wait until he comes back.. (him meaning the guy who gives it to me like I give it to myself. The "controlled" way!)

So what has happened the past year? Really?
I've been having fun, of course..
New flat, new life. No boyfriend.
Free and unfettered..
Life less ordinary. The single life.
I've been applying for citizenship to the UK. Well almost anyway since I've been there as much as I've been here..
New furniture, empty wallet.. lol!

Eleven trips abroad and I still find myself feeling bored! It's not normal!
Unsatisfied soul or just a curious mind?
Hell, I don't know what to think!

Giving up trying to sort my mind out now. No good trying at this point..
Updates are required..!

Enlightenment comes to us all sooner or later but meanwhile I'll end this by saying;
"insanity comes un-noticed!"


© ByNaomi MyMirrorWithin 05'-08'


R3unner 32M

1/3/2006 8:43 am

I know what you mean, I was busy in the past with all kinds of stuff, had great time but still ending up feeling like it didnt matter. My mind is still lost and unable to calm itself always on the lookout for yet a other achievement.

Guess I have not found my purpose in life.

My advice to you is simply forget everything, go for a long walk in the forest and listen to the silence. Maybe then your mind can open up and look at things more clearly.

I live in the city and can imagine that it has a negative effect when you try to sort things out and avoid the insanity!


Plano69 54M

1/7/2006 7:11 am

Hope you feel better babes...
Insanity sounds expensive...


rm_ByNaomi 35F
1261 posts
1/10/2006 2:33 am

I am the city and the city is me.. I might just need a vacation.. lol! Seriously.. Thank you for your commments in my blog! That's what keeps me going

© ByNaomi MyMirrorWithin 05'-08'


rm_ByNaomi 35F
1261 posts
1/10/2006 2:36 am

Plano69.. Insanity is indeed expensive sometimes.. Lucky for me I know how to work hard You're super amazing babes! Thank you

© ByNaomi MyMirrorWithin 05'-08'


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