Let me out of the Fucking Funk!!! aka Vacant Depression!!!  

rm_BigDnLady 43M/40F
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5/4/2006 4:34 pm

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5/7/2006 3:56 am

Let me out of the Fucking Funk!!! aka Vacant Depression!!!

I am feeling really down, and am sure that depression is comming!! Dammit!! I hate feeling this way, but should have known it was on the way. My back has been giving me hell, for the past few days, D has gone out of town again on business, and ontop of that I start a new job on Monday!!! Part of me feels as if I am being a bit of a baby, because I am sad that D will not be here when I arrive home from my first day on my new job. So for the next few days I will have some lonely nites as well as some "single mother" days!!!! I know....I know......D has been working out of town for a while, so why am I so down this time? I don't know. I have been doing really well without my pills, but think that my body has gone long enough without them and I am feeling the effects!!! It sucks!! I love being a happy person, and cannot stand being on any type of medication. I have been putting off going to the drug store, yet feel I can't fight it any longer, so I am headed to the drug store, to get the damn pills!!!

So while I am gone, tell me people, what would you do to cheer me up, so I wouldn't need the damn happy pills!!!!

Lady




MOfunNOWWOW 55F

5/6/2006 10:59 pm

Take ya out for a massge and a pedicure. Go do a girls lunch and then karaoke. Just be silly asses. Laughter baby! Right now just tell things are gonna get better and send ya a hug! {=}


MOMO
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