Dammit, why can't I just let go!!??!!  

rm_BigDnLady 43M/41F
1214 posts
3/28/2006 12:39 pm

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4/2/2006 5:33 am

Dammit, why can't I just let go!!??!!

I am gonna let you go in a little while,
I know that it is time,

I will always remember your smile,
the way that your eyes light up when you laugh,

I'm gonna let you go in a little while,
I know that it is time,

I will keep close to my heart,
the times that we shared, laughter, and tears.

I'm gonna let you go in a little while,
I know that it is time.

I will remember, the walks we would take, the secrets that we shared only to one another.

I'm gonna let you go in a little while,
I know that it is time.

I will never forget the pain in my heart, and in the pit of my stomach, when they told me you were gone......forever sleeping.

I'm gonna let you go in a little while,
I know that it is time.

I cannot deny that I am afraid. Afraid, that if I let go, I will forget your beautiful face.

A face so young and bright. How can someone so full of life, have hers ripped away so unjustly.

I'm gonna let you go in a little while,
I know that it is time.

I know that it is time, but it hurts, so deeply, that the wound feels as if it happened yesterday.

I know that I should let you go, I know that your pain is over, yet mine still remains.

I'm gonna let you go in a little while,
I know...I know that it is time.

But why did you have to go?
Maybe if I could have that answer, I could let you go easier. It's so hard. It hurts.

I know that it is time to let you go, but I can't! I wish you were still here........

I miss you....


[COLOR ROYAL BLUE}
Ka'tina LaDera Lee
1975-1994
A life wisked away way too soon! [\i]


hugs4uagain 39F

3/28/2006 3:24 pm

i know those feelings hunni time is a gr8 healer!

hugs xxx


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