Have you ever?  

rm_Bct2Esi 50M/50F
998 posts
6/13/2006 7:18 pm
Have you ever?

I have a question.............

Have you ever wanted something/someone so bad that you could taste it, feel it, smell it. Your day, nights, dreams are wrapped up in this? Woke up from a dream that was so real, you actually saw what you were after right there? Felt it, smell it could almost taste it?

No matter how hard you try to acheive it, reach it, there are road blocks thrown in your way? Once you are completely awake and you realize it was just a dream, do you long to be back asleep just so you can have it again? Your entire awake hours are thinking of this something/someone?

Do you have a tendacy to become a tad sad when you are so close, you can feel it, see it, and are so sure that you have finally won.

Then boom its yanked away from you? By a few simple words, or a look? NO SEXI ones I am NOT talking about SEX...sheeesh get your minds out of the gutter

How do you deal with this?

Hugs, smiles, smooches and luvs all my sexy friends

pleasureyourclit 66M
836 posts
7/8/2006 5:35 pm

It's more fun in the gutter thank you


rm_Bct2Esi replies on 7/10/2006 6:40 pm:
Well hell, then I think I will go play in the gutter With all this rain we are getting, can we build some dams? Make some mud pies, wrestle in it as well?

Hugs, smiles and smooches sweetie

micahbiguns 50M

7/6/2006 12:36 am

Hey friend thanks for all your support and encourgment. The time has come for me to move on,and before I go I am Bidding you a fond adieu have a blessed life


rm_Bct2Esi replies on 7/8/2006 7:08 am:
I shall miss you You know me other email address, so please keep in touch Have a wonderful, great life

Hugs, smooches, smiles and love to both of you

tryandoutlastme 49M

6/27/2006 10:51 am

I am with kate, sometimes the best advice is not to give any...I think you are wonderful, and think you know what your doing more often than I anyway...lol So I am pulling up a chair in the stands next to Kate, and I got a feeling you will have to fans rooting you on...hugs Try

rm_Bct2Esi replies on 7/1/2006 7:08 am:
HUGS SWEETIE, Thank you I appreciate that I have you two in my corner. Yep your right, I will figure this one out Or keep running as fast as I can, until life drags me into the bar ditch and makes me slow down Its then that I can either drive creatively and get back onto the highway of life safely or roll it or simply sit there and get stuck. So far I am still driving

Have a great weekend sweetie

Hugs, smooches and smiles sexy one

ddbkdaddy 64M

6/18/2006 9:27 pm

Ah yes...the question is, do you have enough love for the both of you when it appears that your level of loving overwhelms the other! Yes, I'm there right now! One who I believe to be my soul mate! However, circumstance dictates arms length at best. Aaaarrrgghhhh! Hurt is deep but commitment is deeper! Sex is only an added benefit. True, deep love requires much more than physical contact...it requires massive amounts of forgiveness in order to work! Very difficult to do but not impossible! Must have extreme patience. Remember the saying, "if you love something (or someone) let it go. And if it comes back to you, it is yours. If it doesn't, it never was! That is not verbatim but close I think! I am in the process of persisting. My patience is close to running out but I believe with all my heart that our love still exists. Only time will tell the tale.

rm_Bct2Esi replies on 7/1/2006 7:02 am:
Welcome to my blog Yes I do have tons of love I wish you the best in your situation. I will keep running, smiling and try not out run my angels

Have a wonderful weekend,

Smile and hugs

Toodela 59M
1745 posts
6/18/2006 12:38 pm

Hi ... I went through a few situations where I actually got what I so badly wanted, just to loose it again, which was not easy at all either. Afterward you try to get it back, but it just does not happen.

I believe that we should carefully consider and realistically determine the risk, is it worth wanting something so bad and not getting it in the end? Or should we look from a different perspective? I think to set oneself a goal and a time frame in which to achieve what one badly wants to achieve, is a good starting point. If the time limit is reached, reconsider if it is worth it? If it is, stick to it, if not, move on, adapt or find something else to replace that dream.

I know it is much easier said than done, but ultimately, nobody must compromise themselves to obtain that which they really want.

Don't loose more in the process of getting it
than what you will gain by getting it.

Take care hun ...

{Huggs} 'n smoochies


Honor has not to be won; it must only not be lost.

~One Minute in Life~

rm_Bct2Esi replies on 6/18/2006 3:32 pm:
Hmmm now that is good advice, yes it can be easier said then done You are right

Thanks for the advice

Hugs, smooches and smiles sweetie

TTigerAtty 62M

6/15/2006 7:14 pm

I missed something and will have to go back and read previous posts! Hope you're OK!

"Never, never, never, never give up!" Sir Winston Churchill

rm_Bct2Esi replies on 6/15/2006 9:18 pm:
Sweet man, you didn't miss anything Its just something that has recently happened that smacked me and sorta took the smile off my face, the hope out of my sails and I am questioning once again

I think I just work too many dayum hours to stay ahead of this and well, I didn't drive fast enough to out run it this time and boom its back again Ok so I think I came back around the mountain, cuz I refuse to tackle this, and hit it head on again

I can't see me as quitter, really I can't, but when is enough enough? When do you quit hoping and wishing cuz this is all you get, NOTHING more, it won't get any better no matter how hard you try. So isn't it time to just accept that and quit ignoring it and trying to out run it, cuz I refuse to accept that, this is as good as it gets?

If you want to read other posts, have fun Cuz you won't find it there, this is the first time I have ever mentioned this pain here

Have a great weekend dear sweet man

Hugs, smiles and smooches sweetie

PrincessKarma 43F
6188 posts
6/14/2006 7:00 am

Oh yes... I just sigh and go on.

The Big Bang was the mother of all orgasms.PrincessKarma

rm_Bct2Esi replies on 6/14/2006 6:56 pm:
I agree, did that all day today I took it out on the insurance companies that I was calling

Miss you, keep your head up, smile on your face and don't run faster then your angel can keep up with you

Hugs, smooches, luvs and smiles sexy girlfriend

curious082385 31F
4925 posts
6/14/2006 2:50 am

You're back...again!!

As to your questions...I don't know. I wish I had the answer because it's one I really need to know right now. Let me know please if you figure it out.

rm_Bct2Esi replies on 6/14/2006 6:54 pm:
I pop in from time to time I have not really slept for two night now, trying to figure this one out.

This is the only answer I can come up with....KEEP ON KEEPING ON, KEEP YOUR HEAD UP A SMILE ON YOUR FACE, KEEP RUNNING AS FAST AS YOU CAN SO AS TO HOPEFULLY OUT RUN IT. Remember don't ever run faster then your gaurdian angel can fly

Miss you sexy girlfriend, keep your chin up, smile on that sexy face, and don't run faster then your angel can fly

Hugs, smooches, smiles and luvs girlfriend

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