Letting it out  

rm_BabyGIrl_503 40F
22 posts
5/21/2005 10:09 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Letting it out

I haven't really posted anthing like this before, not sure where to begin. I guess I'm thinking about 2 things right now. Finding a great girl companion for us and my birthday. I guess the two thought can collide. But the question is "will they?" I have had strong feelings before for our ex-girlfriend and other feelings of attachment. Honestly do get my feelings hurt easily, I am just not a luvin and leave em sort of girl. I don't know why I have to complicate my life and introduce another woman in my relationship with such a perfect man, but we just love the PUSSY I guess. No really I've liked women since I was little, making out with my little girl friends when I was 6...I'm such a perve. However, my first full experience with a our ex was almost 2 or 3 years ago. I really loved us all being together and developed such strong feelings for her...but it ended up being so painful. I don't know...just thinking.

I'm not thrilled about my birthday. I love birthdays but I don't want to get older. I know that I don't look my age and am having way more fun now than I did even 5 years ago. Oh well, got a cute admirer note and CD at work yesterday, made me feel like I was in middle school or something.

mnfun952 102M

5/21/2005 12:10 pm

BabyGirl - as you'll discover... writing about what you feel will help you sort everything out. Sharing your experiences and thoughs (as well as fears, concerns, fantasies and desires) will give you insight and allow you to step back and re-read your posts and comments later - kind of evaluating them from a distance.

Welcome to the blogging community - I hope you find some friends, have a few adventures and perhaps even learn something about yourself along the way.

Have a great day,


purejoy4fem 46F/44F
682 posts
5/21/2005 6:08 pm

BabyGirl, let me echo mnfuns welcome. This really is a community with-in the AdultFriendFinder community, and we hope you have fun with it. BTW, you should have no trouble finding someone to replace your ex, you are gorgeous

rm_BabyGIrl_503 40F

6/13/2005 8:42 pm

I recently deleted this entry because maybe I don't want everyone to know my feelings. I'm still trying to work out things in my head and heart. I started thinking well these were my feelings at the time so why not show that side of me. There were some comments of welcome from a couple of people and I really appreciated that. Thanks!


P.S. My husband loves to take my picture. I didn't want him to take this picture, but he made it look pretty.

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