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Debated about even doing this, but what the hell, right? Who's going to read it? And if someone does read it, what's the chance that it will be a person that matches what I am looking for, and lives near me, and has a schedule that works with mine, and enjoys what I do, etc....
So what is this blog about? Me needing to find someone to have hot, lustful, passionate and satisfying sex with. Female, Male, Both....
What did you expect from a blog on a sex site?
So here's the thing- we all have something we're looking for here. Sex, love, friendship, fantasy fullfillment, a getaway from life, a dangerous liaison, a gangbang, a first encounter with the opposite sex - or any of a hundred things. Or many of these combined.
But what is being fulfilled by this? I have been on this site for 2 years now. I've hooked up with a few women - okay, 2. Neither was satisfying or passionate. I think that was just poor choosing on my part...
So I stay here - swap e-mails back and forth, find some people I find interesting, some I don't. As I am bisexual, I get 95% of my responses from "bisexual" men. I know the routine - about 90% of "bisexual" men are gay, that are putting bisexual in hopes of appealing to a broader range of men. But that's okay - none of us is 100% of what we say/think we are, right?
But the question I would like answered is this:
I am - in direct opposition to the numbers shown above - a bisexual, married male. I have been married 15 - going on 16 years - (yes she knows I am bisexual) and have yet to feel fulfilled sexually. I have not had sex with a male since I was 15 (if you count heavy petting as sex) and so I am looking for my first real sexual experience with a man.
So I am looking for a masculine, bisexual male, preferably well-endowed, who enjoys some of the activities I do, so that I might get to know him a little before I take his cock in my mouth and ass.
After 2 years I have met VERY few men who meet this criteria, and none who have pursued the relationship.
Is it me? Take a look at my profile - maybe you see something I don't? Women too - take a peek, see if you find anything attractive, or just straight-out unattractive. Let me know...
If you want to see more pics (more than just the cock and ass) - just send me an e-mail and I will invite you to my network so you can see my face and body pics.... Get a little better view, so to speak.
It's a beginning, and a question. Only about a million more questions to go.
7/29/2006 7:23 pm
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