Time - My Cruel Master  

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8/4/2005 7:16 am

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Time - My Cruel Master

Time such a cruel master
Always counting
Ever faster
Years, days, seconds
A creditor that must account
for every penny
I the debtor,
With all to little for recompense
Spend cautiously
Hoping I've wisely spent

Time my unyielding master
punishment in each wasted hour
As it's hands grasp ever tighter
Holding me, folding me
Between the pages
One by one the ledgers turn
Until my time is spent
And the creditor collect
All the debt
That I was lent

I'm spending way too much time on this site, these blogs, articles, etc. I have a pile of work that needs to be done but I can't seem to shake loose.

I suppose that part of it is that I'm constantly seeking approval from women, and part of it is that I want to believe that there are other people who share similar ideas about sex, love, relationships, etc. I want you to be real, not wannabes, not scammers and spammers, not prostitutes or gigolos looking for a trick; but real people with a desire to connect with someone else that's real.

I want you to have the guts to stand up and say, "Hey, I love sex with a variety of people, and that's okay!" I want you to have the guts to stand up in public and profess your beliefs about the way you live, not hide in some cyber-back-alley chatroom. I just want you to be real.

I'm so tired of having to defend myself against the hucksters and con games. Tired of having to decide if the messages in my email are from a real person or some cyberbot that dishes out canned responses daily to keep the membership numbers up, the money rolling in.

I listened to a couple of voice introductions last night and for the life of me I couldn't tell the difference between the voices. Leaving me to wonder if that's a bot too. I guess that's why the blogs are addictive, it pretty much has to be real people attached. The blogs give us all hope that there ARE real people out there that share our thoughts, and theirs.

slightly_sexy8 38F
314 posts
8/8/2005 1:42 am

hi. thanks for your message on my blog. i came by to have a look at your blog, especially as your photo amused and intrigued me - sort of a batman meets jackie onassis thing going on there.

i think, and as my opinion matters , that you should get some work done today, probably for a couple of days and not only accomplish something productive but think about what's going on in that head of yours. i read through a few of your postings and you seem quite cynical about the people you are meeting here but still carry on. what's that all about?

lifeisablast333 53M

8/11/2005 1:14 am

i like your writing style...keep up the cool work

_CoffeeNoCream_ 52F

8/14/2005 2:28 am

nice blog......and you are right, this consumes way too much time, but still its fun

keithcancook 60M
17718 posts
8/20/2005 5:42 am


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