Who Are We Kidding.....  

rm_AmishAmy 100F
842 posts
3/7/2006 5:13 am

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4/4/2006 5:05 pm

Who Are We Kidding.....


you try to close yourself off to the idea of it......
you laugh at the ones that get sucked into it...
you go through the motions of your real lfe...
and become excited at the sight of new messages from the e-world....
you lie to yourself about your growing emotions...
til you finally give in and call it "curiousity"....
you think about that one person...everyday...
every hour...every minute...every moment...
you imagine him sleeping.....
working....
bowling...
living without you....
living with you...
you try to fight off the realness of it all...
because it's preventing you from living in realness...
when you're alone....
you evaluate the obstacles...
and forget every one of them when you speak to one another....
it feels amazing...
and it hurts like hell....
you're miserably content.....
until you have a need for more....
instantaneously more...
and when you seek it out in the real world....
that substitute for him....
you feel as if you've betrayed...

norprin5 55M

3/7/2006 6:40 am

*sigh*

i know, darlin', i know *hugs*

King Nor XVIII


aascrompn 42M
6444 posts
3/7/2006 7:16 am

I agree w/ this, completely! I wrote something very similar to this idea on my blog. Great post!


elbman 41M  
2566 posts
3/7/2006 11:36 am

...... that's all you need to do.


p33c3y0 42M

3/7/2006 1:10 pm

wait a minute ... what is this? hmmm, someone has left amy wanting ... ? how can this be !!!??? i can barely grasp the concept. what to do with such a person. only one choice really. that's right.

off with his head, i say. (though, as a less violent alternative we could opt for good ol', time-honored public humiliation).


bardicman 50M

3/7/2006 7:02 pm

What is realness ?

Can love and desire hope to conquer obstacles?

Is it foolish to dream or by dreaming can they come true only if you believe in them long enough?



I am not dead yet


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