I Don't Know What The Hell To Call This Post.....  

rm_AmishAmy 100F
842 posts
3/12/2006 5:11 am

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I Don't Know What The Hell To Call This Post.....

still buzzin....
and the damn waitress at chubby's accidently poured me a cup of leaded instead of unleaded....
so here i am....
wanting to sleep this off....
but wired enough not to.....
so who knows what this will end up saying....
something i may regret...
or maybe not...
i'm hoping not...
but i'm not gonna edit...
not this time...

i have this friend.....
he gets pretty wasted when we go out...
that's his normal.....right or wrong...it's him..
and we're all accustomed to his aftershocks....
he's a pretty sentimental drunk....
tells us all how much he loves us...
how we've saved his life....hmm
and then he critiques us all as we sit at chubby's and wait for our eggs....
(pancakes for me thanks)
we hear him...but we don't listen....
that way we don't take things personally....
and no apologies are needed for later...
but the bastard got to me...
he asked me a question
he normally wouldn't have the balls to ask me sober....
i didn't answer him...he was drunk...so i got away with it...
but it's in my head...
as i ate my pancakes...
as i drove down the road...
it was in my head....
and when i got home...
i opened up an email i read yesterday...
one that i didn't respond to....
because i didn't know how to...
and with every word i typed...
the question was still there....

i'm sitting in a lawn chair....
at the fork in the road....
contemplating....
analyzing...
weighing pros & cons...
watching everyone else zoom by...
with absolutely no hesitation....
bastards.....all of them...
how do they do that??

i'm buzzed...
and i want to sleep....
sex would help...
and i had my chance.....
but i blew it off....
(no pun intended)
i had pancakes instead....
why? you ask...
hmm....
good question...


elbman 41M  
2566 posts
3/12/2006 7:16 am

You had pancakes because that's what you wanted........now apply that thinking already and ask for what you want.


norprin5 55M

3/14/2006 11:53 am

go ahead, honey - take a do-over

King Nor XVIII


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