The Miserable  

rm_ATLnoonerBoy 46M
28 posts
2/2/2006 7:07 pm

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The Miserable

Once upon a time there was a boy. He had a life that most people would dream of, but something was lacking for him. So he came to this site looking for a little fun, a little "no strings" noon-time fun. He had no idea what he was doing, and he had no idea what he was getting into.

He found his fun, but then found friends. He found sex, yes, but he also found love like he'd never known. His restless soul found peace.

He found his love of writing, of music, of himself again. He learned things he never knew about himself and what made him tick.

He found himself writing a blog that people, for reasons as yet unexplainable, read regularly and avidly. He loved that, and it made him whole.

He also, however, found that he was in over his head, that his feet no longer touched the floor. He found it easy to do the hardest things in the world.

He believed.

He was foolish.

He got crushed.

He learned alot about what crushed him, why it crushed him, and that he was still not dead. He dusted himself off, got back up, and started riding again.

He was riding, but he was still lost. He had no compass, and no one to point the way. He had to depend upon himself, for once, and all of his old instincts could not bring him to the path at the end of the clearing.

He met new people, and failed them. He wrote new words, and they haunted him. He glowed with a toxicity that only a soul in chaos can radiate.

The blog did not satisfy him. The communications with his friends reminded him of his untethered state. He loved his friends, and needed them, but he was using them as a crutch.

He had to find his way alone.

So he went out to find himself, and anything else worth keeping, without them.

And as was his style and his want, he said goodbye on the blog. And he said it with a song -- a lyric or two from another Miserable, who, upon looking at the wasteland of his life, ripped it up and started a new chapter.

I am reaching, but I fall
And the night is closing in
And I stare into the void
To the whirlpool of my sin
I'll escape now from the world
From the world of Noonerboy
Noonerboy is nothing now
Another story must begin!

The end.

_Safira 53F
11260 posts
2/2/2006 7:36 pm

*sitting in silence ... gently holding your hand*

This is my blog - Comes With Warning Labels. There are many like it, but this one is mine.

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rm_hotlicks1956 60F

2/2/2006 8:20 pm

You'll be missed. Hopefully you will find true peace.

impish_pixie 54F
6867 posts
2/2/2006 9:07 pm

He had to find his way alone.

You're never truly alone...we'll all be walking beside you with open arms and open hearts. And when that day comes that you no longer need to "feel" alone - just turn. We're here. Peace nooner.

I make mistakes, I am out of control & at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. ~Marilyn

caressmewell 53F

2/2/2006 9:13 pm

Do what you have to do for YOU!
Love you...

elbman 41M  
2566 posts
2/2/2006 10:31 pm

You know how to find me beyond your blog should you so choose to need an ear to the voice.........

rm_1hotwahine 62F
21091 posts
2/2/2006 10:40 pm

peace out, babe.

Yeah, I'm still [blog 1hotwahine]

GoddessOfTheDawn 105F
11238 posts
2/2/2006 11:21 pm

~ hugz ~

echoing the 'do what you need to for YOU'...

PrincessKarma 43F
6188 posts
2/2/2006 11:31 pm

*HUGs nooner and watches sadly as he leaves her behind as other friends already have*

The Big Bang was the mother of all orgasms.PrincessKarma

SpaceRangerNJ 55M
4687 posts
2/3/2006 9:14 am

Be well mate.

craptoast 39M

2/3/2006 9:37 am

well that's just terribly disappointing. i wish there was some way i could keep in touch...

things will turn around, i'd like to be a witness to that.

keep inspiring, finding inspiration.

aascrompn 42M
6444 posts
2/3/2006 9:40 am

...and then he found peace. With that peace grew the relationships that he had just established. He realized that he never failed his friends. He was taking care of himself. He was good w/ that. Goodbye my friend! Thanks for your inspiration...

Synn74 42F
1206 posts
2/3/2006 12:42 pm

*tears* goodbye friend...
stay safe on your next journey
we're all rooting for ya!!!

I welcome you to the House of Syn...

jadedbabe78 105F

2/3/2006 10:41 pm

every end is just a new beginning

See you on the other side, take care of YOU.

Hugs and *Mwah* ~ Jadey

CuriousAries67 49F

2/4/2006 1:26 pm

Alas I find you as you go away. Anyone who can quote Les Mis and rework the lyrics for this place would have been worth the while to know. As another Broadway fave of mine wrote,

"sometimes people leave you
Halfway through the wood.
Others may deceive you.
You decide what's good.
You decide alone.
But no one is alone."

Go... find your smile.

Fox4aKnight1 43F

2/4/2006 4:01 pm

nooner.....good luck on your journy sweetie ....and hugsssssssss you will be missed

rm_saintlianna 45F
15466 posts
2/4/2006 5:05 pm


PailsDiverHonks 55F

2/4/2006 7:46 pm

    Quoting elbman:
    You know how to find me beyond your blog should you so choose to need an ear to the voice.........
I'm going to repeat what elbman said

jadedbabe78 105F

2/6/2006 4:50 am

*KIcks the site*grumble*grumble*

Let me try this again---

Every end is just a new beginning....

See you on the other side. Hugs and *Mwah* ~Jadey

_CoffeeNoCream_ 52F

2/9/2006 5:47 am



rm_PhxPhatChick 58F
202 posts
2/13/2006 5:35 pm

take care P . . .

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