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she does whatever she wants
no attachment anymore, no contract, and there's nothing I can do to change that; she's stubborn and she's made a decision
she says "maybe later..." and yeah, anything's possible... as we change and grow and adapt ourselves to the environs of which we are a part.
what is she? what the fuck made me assume that she knew what she was, that she wasn't merging into me for protection and confidence?
what if she fucked him last night? not my business anymore. like it should be ok that she date while still in my house and my bed... yeah, you know, that last part makes it fucking CRAZY. do I wnat to hurt him? he wouldn't be hard to find.
"love"? everybody's gotta watch their six, raise an eyebrow at anything alarming and make sure they're not being backdoored.
somebody slap me.