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rm_9gabriel 47M
9 posts
12/24/2005 10:07 am

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ever listen to something that almost sounds like metallica if they believed in the new age and electronic keyboard sounds?
there should be places you can walk into and select someone to fuck
it's just sex, just skin on skin, just sweat and body fluids
fuck all the crazy this-is-how-you-have-to-mate protocol... not that, with the word "mate," i'm looking to procreate - crazy as that experience would be - but communion
ecstasy (sp.?), transcendence, grunts and howls

in absolutely and completely unrelated news, the dog would be dragging me out the door by now, impatient with my smoke and my sleeping and whatever the fuck it is I'm doing right now

pretty much done with a break-up now, wondering who'll be in my bed next - it sounds cold, but this whole thing has been done so fucking badly, it makes want more than ever to hibernate and somehow, wisely, emerge only when the playground has become nicer

I don't think I'm becoming more aggressive, so to say, but there's a greater ease when I'm mad enough to lash out - hopefully not so drunk as to destroy something I like. I can see how a picture being smashed could be scary to someone, but it's just expression: fuck this, fuck you, fuck this bullshit you've chosen to put me thru

how many "Fuck you"s before what was good incontrovertibly becomes too damaged? Where the fuck are the people like those I used to know, with hearts and spirits and curiousity and... for God's sake, a Little loyalty in the mix; it really doesn't seem so fucking much to fucking ask.

Is that too many "fuck"s? Can there ever be too many? When I took her in a Japanese garden, the coy slithering thru the water as we rode each other, it seemed like the fucking could never end, that this chick and I would rut in places no human being ever should, and impossibly no one would ever have.

"Take another hit/
And bury your brother/
...Scaries on the wall"

If you're out there

rm_goddess1946 106F
13518 posts
12/26/2005 12:56 pm

alone time...serves. especially when you don't let the mind fuck of it all overwhelm you...you do have something to say about what shows
up in your life...don't kid yourself otherwise. {=}

Just a little food for thought.............
If you really want to be happy, nobody can stop you...

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