This valentine  

rm_36specialk 48F
731 posts
2/10/2006 12:20 pm

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3/24/2006 7:43 am

This valentine

I have decided that life just isn't fair and there's nothing I can do about it so I'm just going to float along and let whatever happens happen. I guess I've been waiting on the unrealistic idea of Prince Charming to come sweep me off of my feet, and that just isn't going to happen. Being in love with someone shouldn't be such hard work. It shouldn't be a constant battle to have time or such a longing to hear a sweet sentiment. I've fought a good fight and I'm not going to win this one so I give up. Mr.X has decided to give his battle here 1 more month and then he's going to go home. Nothing I can do will change it. So, I give up. Now, the walls go back up, the walls around my heart must be built high and strong so that it will be unbreakable.

This valentine's day sucks ass. I love valentine's day, absolutely my favorite holiday, so I'll celebrate, give my cards out, buy the chocolates, do all of the things that I usually do, and inside my heart is being ripped apart and no one will know it but me.

Don't sweat it, I'll be fine.


HeardLankaMalls 55M
2925 posts
2/10/2006 1:08 pm

Sorry K

Hope things work out for you for the best

Hugs,
C


hooks1952 64M

2/13/2006 1:22 pm

Hey sweethart , It's ok to give out every now and again but dammit don't never give up , comone get tough and show the world that no one can get you down just because of , shit I am at a loss of words here , anyways keep on slugging doll.

your friend: hooks


Mmphmm 45M
592 posts
2/15/2006 4:02 am

""HUGZ""


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