Ready for a change...  

rm_36specialk 48F
731 posts
3/28/2006 1:40 pm

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Ready for a change...

I can feel it coming...

The winds of change are blowing. I can feel the growing urgency inside of me. The need to change everything. My job, where I live, what I perceive as normal everyday life. I'm sick of it all. I am ready to sell, quit, and start over again. I feel it every day when I wake up. I love my house, but it's too much for me to keep up 5 acres of property. I love my job but hate who I have to work with. I can do the same thing somewhere else and be happier. I can make more money and pay less for a different house. I'm ready to do it. I'm ready to move on.

But I've become so complacent and so set in my ways that change is scary. I want to but it feels like my feet are stuck in cement. I know that all it would take is a couple of phone calls and all of this would come to pass. But I'd be letting down my employer that has been there for me for the past 9 years. He depends on me, and I've depended on him. It's grown into more of a friendship than an employee-employer relationship. I'd be selling the house that I worked so hard to get. The house that I wanted for so long.

I guess I'll sleep on it and figure it all out.


buckeyerabbit 71M
8 posts
3/29/2006 5:20 am

I undertand. I've been moving on for years. The most I've ever lived in one place was 6 years. I really don't know if I am better off than the people that have lived in the same place all their lives. I guess there are advanages to both. Do what you heart tells you. Life is short.


HeardLankaMalls 55M
2925 posts
3/29/2006 5:26 am

Change is always difficult K.

Sounds like a case of the blues. And maybe a change of scenery is called for. Can't hurt to do a little research, and see what's out there (job, home, life). Just take things slow, and let your mind decide things in a conscious way, rather than reacting to an emotional need.

My two cents worth...

Hugs, C


Tone_33756 55M

3/30/2006 10:41 am

WOW!

I could copy and paste your blog onto my blog and I could have not written it any better or more accurate!

Kinda freaked me out reading it...

Patience is better than apathy or complaceny. I have already started my baby steps and look forward to the changes in my life.

It'll all come together in due time.


1girlrevolution 46F

3/30/2006 12:25 pm

Change is always scary, no matter what. My mom always says, "when in doubt, say no" and my mom is usually right. Sit tight and you will know when the time is right! You will wake up one day and know that it's the day for change. You're not there yet. This is the time for you to analyze things and then make your move.

~1girl


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