I just don't get it...  

rm_36specialk 48F
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10/7/2005 7:34 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

I just don't get it...

It seems that every night around 10 o'clock my phone rings and I answer it knowing that Mr. X. is on the other end. We talk until 1 or 2 in the morning then I sleep a couple of hours then wake up at 5:30 exhausted yet happy and ready to start a new day.
Our conversations have been light hearted and fun up until last night when I asked him why he stays on the phone with me until 2 in the morning and he wouldn't or couldn't answer. He then asked me the same question and I answered him "because I like you". He then just changed the subject and became very playful again. I became quiet and let him talk. He asked me what was wrong, I told him that I didn't like it that he doesn't answer my questions and he told me that was old news.
So this is what I wonder...would he call me and talk to me for hours if he didn't truely like me or want to have some sort of relationship with me? Would he waste time on me, who lives 3 hours away just to have someone to talk to? He has told me that he feels more comfortable around me than anyone else he's been with in a long time, and that he felt an instant connection from the first time we met. He has told me a lot about his family and his education and his friends over the course of the past week, however he won't tell me how he feels about me other than that he's comfortable around me. I think that we are headed more towards the friendship road and a little farther away from lovers lane. Maybe this is a good thing, maybe we should just be friends for a while. I think that the best relationships are formed when 2 people are friends first.
Maybe it's because I haven't dated anyone other than the ex-psycho in the past 16 years and I just don't know what to expect from other people anymore. I guess it'll all sort it's self out eventually.


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