Curiousity about gayness...  

rm_1n1t0 35M
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3/19/2006 8:23 pm

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3/21/2006 7:09 pm

Curiousity about gayness...


Well I can't use gay as a 3 letter word... ive met people I suspected as gay, but I never put any serious effort in to getting to know them on that level... always, just been... ashamed, or insecure about it... well definately secure about it now...

Anwyay I definately do not prefer men sexualy over women, and still haven't been with one, and im not realy, looking to jump right in and be with one just to see how it is just yet... still alot of stuff I can enjoy with women out there... and like I said, men just don't do it for me the same way women do...

Lets put it this way if a guy and a girl were in a room and they both were attractive... yes I'll admit some men can be a bit... attractive, or more attractive then other men, but not more attractive then women...

Anyway if the women said she would give me oral sex, and the guy said the same thing, I would probly have to decline as politely as possible to the guy and go with the women... sorry... they are just more aesthetic to me =)

Anyway, I definatly think gay people are just as cool as normal people, and maybe even a little cooler on average, but I don't have hardly any experience with them, and such...

Anyway thanks to the one guy who talked to me the other night, you definately were, nice =)

Anyway, I figure I will be less defensive when gay people check me out, because its funny to me going to an art show, I get checked out more by the guys, then by the women =P

Sick hehe =) But I guess I shouldnt complain... =) I realy do appreciate it... just can't understand it... =/

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