confused as hell  

rm_19sprite72 44F
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7/20/2005 12:54 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

confused as hell


Well things are very cnfusing to me right now. I have been living with my ex-boy friend and nothing has been going on between us, but yet if i go out with anyone he would blow up my phone and leave nasty messeges. So when he would go out i would call him and he wouldnt answer so i would get upset. It was ok for him to do what ever but i couldnt. I told him a long time ago that he could be with someone else but i didnt want him to lie about it. Yet he is lieng about it and i would show him proof that he is and he still will deny it. So when i get upset he would yell at me and say it is non of my busness what he does or who he does. and he would be gone for 48 hours at a time with out calling or anything. Now if i was to go out and be gone for 48 hours he would once again blow up my phone and leave messeges and text mesege me nasty notes. I have it made here where ia m at I dont have to pay any rent or bills maybe sometimes i will have to pay my phone but thats it he pays for everything else. I still have very deep feelings for him but i am not inlove with him. we both have destroyed the relationship but I dont know what to do. I wish someone could help me out. before i go fucking mad.

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