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Some people ask if I will ever go all the way and have an operation to change everything about me and 'become a woman'.
Unfortunately I can never become a woman no matter what a surgeon does. That operation would allow me to have a kind of real feminine look down there, to have sex as a woman - to a degree - and probably to feel much more womanly as well.
It is something I have desired, I have to admit, from my youth. Maybe if I had done something about it then things would be different. For now I have to be content with the way I am.
At present many factors won't allow me to fulfil that dream from finance to medical restrictions, from losing my children to my sheer unwomanly size.
There is also that nagging question in my mind - why? These days I am taking things step by step, enjoying the birth of me as a woman, buying clothes, having a bust, slowly pushing the barriers forward... and in the future, well in the future, who knows... one day maybe...
Everyone can have a dream, my pretty woman...