Dreams of being a girl: Beautiful nightgown.  

riatsila67 67
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5/23/2005 8:21 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Dreams of being a girl: Beautiful nightgown.

I remember as a boy I often went into the bottom of my mum’s wardrobe and borrowed this really long silky, double-layered and absolutely gorgeous nightgown with a little silk motif butterfly on its bosom. I’d wear it under the sheets in bed all night long.
I always had the covers really up tight in fear and dread of her coming in and pulling back the sheets and seeing me in it ‒ or the covers slipping and her finding out.
It didn’t excite me sexually, even then, to wear it. I just felt really natural and girly to be wearing a nightdress. I don’t think she ever knew I had it on as I always returned it carefully to its home in the wardrobe the next day.
Oddly enough ‒ and quite contradictory ‒ mum once gave me to wear, as a young lad, a pair of pink patterned cotton pyjamas. I made out I hated them as they looked really girly and I suppose, for some strange reason, I wanted to be manly in her eyes.
Possibly I should have seized on that opportunity to express my true desire to be a girl. Maybe, secretly, my mum knew it all along and that was her way of trying to ‘help’ and show she really did know about it.
Sadly mum can never tell me now.
Riatsila
xx


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