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I think I transform fairly impressively to a woman - if it wasn't for my size. My mum used to say I was 'big boned', which leaves me at a 'big' disadvantage over most transvestites and certainly over ordinary women.
It's very annoying as well, because no matter how hard I try those 'big bones' will still be there. I will always be broad shouldered, I will always wear size nine shoes (wide fitting), I will always struggle to look anything but 'big' as a female. That's the disadvantage, but when I am alone at home that doesn't matter at all - it's stepping out when that will prove a 'big' problem - because then I will stand out and won't easily be able to melt into the background of society and not draw attention to myself.
That's very frustrating and I think the major reason why I haven't really taken the big step and got dressed up and gone out, yet...
No, wrong, I did once. but I'll tell you about that funny day out tomorrow.