Alison's dream. Part 19. My first date soon...  

riatsila67 67
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7/30/2005 5:01 am

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Alison's dream. Part 19. My first date soon...

As Saturday approached I got more and more worried and scared. I would never pull this off and succeed. But I had to go through with it. There was no going back now, thanks to mum. She had been so good up to now and then all of a sudden she had done this to me. I was being treated like a real daughter and sent out to meet a boy.
I suddenly found myself doing really girly things like checking my nails and filing them down, going over my legs and arms looking for even the slightest small hair and getting really paranoid and pulling it out with tweezers.
One morning, while still in my bra and pants, I sat in front of my bedroom mirror for what must have been a full hour, slowly plucking my eyebrows. Wow, did that first hair coming out really hurt.
As I carried on I could see my brows thinning out and everything really looking good. I put on some eyebrow liner and some eye shadow to get an even better effect. It seemed a little silly to pluck brows and then pencil in where they had been.
I practiced over and over again saying some words really softly and quietly. I kept checking with mum to see what she thought. “Do you really think I can do this mum and get away with it?” In my head I didn’t even want to have to have to try and get away with it. But I had to.
The night before Saturday arrived. This was it. Tomorrow I would be going on my first date.
More tomorrow.
Riatsila
Xxx


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