The latest cop out  

reverend21 49M
1017 posts
4/4/2006 1:20 pm

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4/13/2006 2:30 am

The latest cop out

I can't believe some one told me this, really. last week I was contacted by someone and we chatted. She wanted to meet. Then she decided I was 'out of her league' and called it off.

Thanks, I did not know I was in a league myself.

A little history about me, I'm Half Irish, Half Native American. Split right Down the middle. I look Irish, so I'm refered to as the white sheep of the family. For the most part i am not accepted anywhere, and feel uncomfortable in most places except alone in the wilderness. Wild animals treat me better than my own species.

Self pity, maybe a little, but not entirely. I have been cussed ou for ope3ning a door for a lady. When attempting to find a birthday present for my son, I was told how oppressive and violent I am by someone I had never met.

When in Washington DC I was told I was rascist because I was white. And now it appears I am too handsom, too kind, etc. Yes, I had a woman tell me I was too kind/nice and never spoke to me again. Now I'm too handsome, what the Hell.

I am beginning to think a relation shipe will never happen, let alone ever get laid. Does this happen to everone, or just me?

ArgosPlumyKooky 45F
3902 posts
4/4/2006 9:45 pm

i feel like an outsider lots. it's okay though, understanding yourself is what matters.

reverend21 replies on 4/4/2006 11:25 pm:
that is so true

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