reverend21 49M
1017 posts
4/7/2006 11:12 am

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4/9/2006 10:00 pm


I will be disappearing in a few days. I don't know when will return, if ever. I need to just be alone for awhile, and heal.

Yes, I realize that most of my pain is my own damn fault, that's what happens when you have a soft heart, and wear it on your sleeve. Honesty is often taken advantage of and never believed.

I would like to thank all the kind words and advice I have received. I would like to think that I touched a few hearts as well and that I have made some friendships that will not end here.

I would also like to dedicate the white roses to a truly beautiful woman. Physically, I believe she could give any supermodel a run for their money. She doesn't even seem to know how truly unbelievably attractive she is.

Which leads to her true beauty. Her heart, her spirit. She has a purity bout her that I have never seen before, and probably never will again. It is this beauty that truly makes her exceptional.

I would like to think that from time I would cross her mind and that I touched something inside that has been ignored by so many. Why I do not pursue her you may ask? She is currently attached, to interfere with that would be extremely disrespectful to her.

I may flirt with women who are attached, and I may even speak my mind so I can truly give them the compliments that they deserve, but I do not pursue those women who are not single.

Fare the well, as parting is such sweet, sweet sorrow.

Juliet610 51F

4/7/2006 2:49 pm


I will miss you. Take all the time to heal that you need, and remember, you have friends here who care about you. I hope you count me among them! Reach out to them. Let them/us help you when you need it most.


reverend21 replies on 4/7/2006 4:15 pm:
you are among my most treasured friends

EroticaXTC 50F

4/7/2006 5:05 pm

I've worn my heart and soul on my sleeve, I know what you speak of. I know how it feels to need to get away...
I have much respect for your refraining from pursuing someone who is attached...I always find that honorable.
Be at peace, my friend...

reverend21 replies on 4/7/2006 5:24 pm:
Honor, dignity, Integrity, why is it they always seem to go hand in hand with loneliness.

EroticaXTC 50F

4/7/2006 5:58 pm

because very few people have them....I should know!

reverend21 replies on 4/7/2006 6:34 pm:
That's why I am the last of a dieing breed, beaten down, stomped on and ignored by the world, but I refuse to let them believe I don't still exist.

__Huntress__ 55M/58F

4/8/2006 6:55 am

Reverend ... I don't want you to go !


reverend21 replies on 4/8/2006 7:40 am:
hey, you could always kidnap me away as your own personal boy toy plaything.


4/8/2006 7:46 am

I just recently found your blog and looks like I will have time to catch up on it. I for one, as probably many others, will be hoping for your VERY quick return! On the otherhand, all of us can never guess what the other one is going through or needs to do. I hope you find what you need and everything your heart desires. I have sooo enjoyed the beginnings of getting to know you. Kisses

just a squirrel trying to get a nut

reverend21 replies on 4/8/2006 8:09 am:
you do so love to make me blush

frogger1995 39F

4/8/2006 8:18 pm

Geee....I hope you do return. I will really miss you...really! I go through phases where I want to leave to. But I always end up coming back. Hopefully you will do the same.

reverend21 replies on 4/8/2006 10:13 pm:
Maybe soon,

ArgosPlumyKooky 45F
3902 posts
4/8/2006 10:33 pm

bummer. . . do what you need to, you know best. i wish you peace luv and happiness, i will miss interacting with you in blogland, and be careful, if you will end up being affected by something, maybe think twice about doing it. . .i say that becasue i don't want to see you feeling hurt. peace and hugz and smilz

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