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I have been camming with a guy that lives in my town, he is married. He is incredibly sexy and I enjoy our play very much. I know this site is all about extramarital sex and such, but I can't help feeling a bit guilty. I think monogamy is unnatural to the human species for the most part. Maybe I just haven't found the right person yet, who knows!
I finally got a response from someone I think I could actually click with. I am just not wired to have random sex and I do like to get to know the person first. I am very selective about who I choose to be with, but I think I am changing the type of guy I usually fall for. No more brooding lost souls. And I have always liked younger men, perhaps because I am young at heart.
I had a bad experience with the one guy I met on here. I thought he was cool, but detected many character flaws and sized him up as a jerk. I was right as it turned out, though I gave him another chance to prove me wrong. He's judgmental, self-absorbed, and just plain weird and not a good weird! But, maybe I got the wrong impression of him like he got the wrong impression of me....bah I think too much.
So let's hope the next one goes much better, he's such a hottie.