My Remarkable Soulmate  

realpassionguy 50M
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2/6/2006 12:29 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

My Remarkable Soulmate


I cannot complain about my life, I look down at my hands and they have wrinkled, I look at my reflection in a window on the street and it’s beauty has faded… but my memory hasn’t faded, for hours I can think of my life… replay images and videos over and over, so it doesn’t bother me when time ticks slowly or quickly, for I have already achieved what most spend their lives trying to achieve. Few ever achieve it… but all that we do, we will cherish it, be lost in it and above all never, never forget it. I was in love with the most remarkable woman in this world but she didn’t belong to me. When we were in love time seemed like eternity, every second spent together wasn’t wasted. Yet some day I knew it would end. Letting go was the hardest thing in this lifetime, the only thing that let me do it was my love for her, true love is when you will do anything to make the other happy, and that was my great sacrifice, she knew I would want her happy. For years I was afraid to look into her eyes, for I was afraid to see her staring back… I was afraid to laugh because I wouldn’t be laughing with her… I was afraid nothing would ever feel as good again. I have accepted the reality that she will be there forever, in my mind, engraved into my soul. I look at my hands again and realize that if she could love my hands, it matters no that they wrinkle. When I look into the mirror, I realize she did not love me because I was passionate, but was passionate because she loved me. I wish nothing more than to spend eternity with her… because I knew she was not mine in this lifetime. I have lost in this lifetime… and because I lost I waited but nothing came, I feared but there was nothing to fear, I grieved until my tears had completely dried up, I tried then to rejoice, but I could not. And I realized time stops for no one; Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity. Because I have loved I will spend eternity with her, when my body is found at her grave, it will be a shock for no one… It was our love that brought us together as soulmates.

realpassionguy

lonelyinny5 43M/41F
126 posts
2/7/2006 8:35 pm

Wow, RPG....I'm speechless, just wow!!!


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