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Waiting For Your Reply
Waiting For Your Reply
I'll begin by telling you that my dearly beloved wife up and split on me hardly a year into the marriage. That was right before the X-mas of '03. She left me reeling and up to date I have been single again, and blue.
Enough of that! I am getting back on my feet as they say and trying to get past all that. Didn't expect to be in this situation now. In my past I was something of a wildman but had settled down in the years before hooking up with Cindy. I'm 47 now and the old life of chasing women in bars and nightclubs for a one night stand just doesn't have the same appeal it once did. This way seems like it could be better, cleaner, sober. Not that I'm not into partying at all but would rather maybe party with someone I have already met than try to meet someone that way.
Needless to say, I live by myself now and it's no fun. We shared an old farmhouse in a pretty private location in the country which she emptied when she left. She's gone, I'm still here. Nothing like starting over. Don't know where this may lead but I have no attatchments or commitments. Looking for......
.....a breath of fresh air, a nice person, a diversion, an interest, a muse, a friend, a rendezvous, a date, an escape.
So about me then. Vitals 6'4" (tall) 220# (reasonably fit) fairly handsome, not overly endowed at about 7"- very nice, cut, clean and I know what to do with it and I know what you like. Am active and creative, enjoy lots of foreplay, kissing, licking, touching, am very oral and love to satisfy, love to cuddle, love to give sensual erotic message and am skilled at it, I'm an artist and I work with my hands and want to enjoy all of you, all of your body and make love to your soul. I would like to find the right interest ; may like to try more.
I always show you a good time regardless.
Socially I am more passive than in private but I am always considerate and nice, pleasing. I was brought up well! I would enjoy dating and going out as well as time alone and to ourselves. Since I am starting anew there aren't too many rules.
I know you can give me something to think about and look forward to rather than this empty bed and apartment and broken spirit.
Drop me a line and let's see what our bad selves are up to.
After Cindy left I went on a sort of binge, a binge of agony. I ended up having a minor driving accident and DUI citation. That was last June. They finally got around to pulling my license for 30 days this past Tuesday so I am sort of grounded for right now. Part of my sentence was 35 hours of community service so I joined Passion. No! I actually am to make Halloween Trick or Treat bags for kids so today I was at a paper supply house buying plain paper bags with handles and tomorrow will be hitting the craft stores for colored construction paper and stencils and neat stuff like that. That'll give me something to do besides veg out on the web all day. I'm kinda stuck here for now. When I'm painting I have enjoyed a glass of wine. It helps get me loose and frees the mind and in the mood and goes well with the spirits I use in my work. Like I said, I have a good time. I crank up the stereo and let it all hang out! I really get into my work. Where would I be without my music? I listen to everything from Abba to AC/DC to Frank Zappa to Frank Sinatra, Classical, some Jazz, and other different stuff like the Chieftons and some World Music, lots of different stuff.
Blog Away the Blues
Well I am doing this as one continuous blog and updating as I go along. I suppose I should become a charter member of Passion soon and start contacting some of you lovely singles now that I have a blog! I guess I have brought you up to speed on just where I am at in my life. If I can think of anything else I will add it but rather I would like to write to you personally and spend some time getting to know you and sharing ideas and dreams. I guess you could say I march to a different drummer. I guess all artists do. I'm not looking for a commitment and don't think I want to get married right away. I'm a mature man now and just looking for a little fun, maybe some compassion, and a nice friendly smile. No strings, no pretense. Take care and do say hello for I would enjoy to talk to you. 8o]
October 18, 2005
21 days down on my DUI/ARD sentence and into the heart of October. Still stranded here and haven't worked for the last week. Too much wet paint here now to last for awhile and it gets hard to move around if I let it go too far. Oils can stay wet for months really and it can be a problem trying to lean into something and add to it if it is already wet. Especially while inhaling strong intoxicating spirits that I use for mixing. You see what the problem is here? Since this is a home I have to watch it and have to stay on top of things.
It was not neccessarily a good weekend. PSU committed themselves to another suicidal loss at Michigan, the Giants are playing like a bunch of women, even Pittsburg is up against the wall these days.
I would personally like to see see a drop in the 1-5 BCS standings with the possible exception of V-Tech. I'd like to see a PSU/V-Tech BCS game for the title in Jan. Wouldn't that be awesome?