Because I don't give a shit  

real36CgirlPA 37F
443 posts
8/7/2006 5:03 pm

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8/8/2006 8:42 pm

Because I don't give a shit


I am not bothering planning a campout. Why the fuck should I? Most of the people I'd be inviting can't even be bothered to call me to see how I am most of the time. I am simply not interesting enough for some of my old friends to be bothered with me anymore. My sister told me YEARS ago to expect to see friends disappear as I get older, and she was right. People said they wanted to camp out and shit but now people are making other plans because OBVIOUSLY as usual, they don't give a shit about my feelings because it is all about their selfish lives and they could care less about what I do in the end.

I'll admit it..I have been feeling pretty stressed lately. Hell, I haven't even been putting any effort into trying to get laid lately. I just want to get the house shit over with and move along with my life. I just feel like I have been stuck in a shitty muck quicksand pit for years and I just need to lift my head up and float on up.

No one person in particular has pissed me off lately...I just get tired of people's selfish bullshit every once in awhile. I can make more definite plans to do things with guys I meet online than I can with my oldest friends.

JazzDlight 59F

8/7/2006 7:20 pm

Yep that is what pretty much happens and the older you get the worse it gets...especially when peeps start getting married and start having kids they say bye bye to all their single friends and only hang out with couples or other peeps with kids. Sad but that is the way of the world it seems. Try being my age (49) with nobody to hang and do things with...it SUCKS! Hugs, Jazz


real36CgirlPA replies on 8/7/2006 7:26 pm:
Jazz, I hate to say it, but being a grown-up really blows some days.

JazzDlight 59F

8/7/2006 8:12 pm

Hun, it blows just about every day.


flagg134 36M
1582 posts
8/7/2006 8:25 pm

Hmmm sorry things haven't been working out exactly as planned. Things never go exactly to plan which is why I try not to plan so far in advance. Good to hear its still going to happen though as you stated in a post further up. I'm lucky to have a small core of good friends but there is wisdom to your sisters words people have a tendency to change or move. Wish it didn't happen I'm looking to lose a good one to a move next month.

RF


real36CgirlPA replies on 8/8/2006 8:44 pm:
I think I have just been annoyed with adulthood in general lately.

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