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So, I slept on this issue of my dear friend keeping something from me...And I have decided I need to not care. So, as hard as it is on me that is what I am trying to do...just go on and worry about me...which there is plenty enough to worry about there.
Wendy, you are probably right about the control thing being linked to never having control when I was being raised. I have vowed never to let anyone tell me how to run my life and it is getting easier and easier to not listen to my dad when he tries to interfere in his way.
Thank goodness I married someone that allows me to take control in the family. I have learned how to include him, but still get my way to where he does not feel useless and not-needed. But then I probably would have not fallen in love with someone that was controlling...And my husband could not have been married to someone that was not controlling because neither of them would have ever gotten anything done or made a single decision on something.
So, Mona said she would talk to me tonight. If I don't call she will think I am mad at her and she will not call...I really don't want to call, but I don't want her to know how she has effected me either.
I hate drama!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, need to go search and try to figure out what is wrong with the truck air conditioner.
I feel good after getting this all out. Bloggind does help doesn't it?
5/4/2006 11:03 pm
Good Job.. see, letting go does help NOW.. lets talk about sex baby...|