ptfreak 55M
42 posts
11/30/2005 11:27 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


How many people here are trapped in a loveless, dead relationship? When I read one on the blogs, I sense I'm looking into the future. The pain washes thru me like nausea. I know that it's because I'm not looking for any one night stands. I want to meet someone that I might feel comfortable and compatible with. I don't want to fuck it up again. I'm tired of fucking up. And don't want time to slip away and find myself alone in some room watching the paint peeling off the walls without any memories at all.
I can't sleep. I probably just need some sleep.

biprincess72 44F

12/1/2005 12:34 am

I totally understand and can relate to your agony and anxiety. Sex is great but when thats all there is that shit gets dull,quickly; trust me.

All you can do is have hope. And believe that that the person meant for you will find you. Hopfully they will find you before your to embittered to be able to open up to the relationship you desire.

I wish you all the luck

bangingmyhead 54M
157 posts
12/8/2005 8:46 am

Being aware is the first victory. Always look for ways to make things interesting.

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