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I was suppose to be at drill today. (For those of you that don't understand what "drill" means, that a term we Reservists use for that one w/e a month where don the uniform for "God and Country".) I also have my daughter this w/e. No, I'm not divorced, just separated. I'm just waiting for my day in front of the judge. The paperwork is done. Just waiting for my "ex" to sign the papers. Oh, yes, by the way, for those of you that equate separated as the same as married, my "wife" lives with her boyfriend! Funny about double standards.....
Pardon my venting. but being treated like a pariah.....
I was lucky. They let me go home. So we ended up having a great day, painting ceramics (4 hrs. at "Hidden Talents", a decorate your own ceramics store) and movie. But she still seems to be getting remote. Hard to tell what she wants. Stop by Border's for cake and coffee and home to crash. Her anyway.
I still got to fit in a workout. I finally finsih my day around 0030 this morning, but I feel better.
Trying to squeeze it all in. I'm glad I have my daughter though. She's with me 7 days out of 14.
Now some sleep....
P.S....Maybe with a daughter becoming a teenager I should shelve this relationship thing. Sometimes I feel like she is all my life...
12/5/2005 9:28 pm
Thanks for rattling my cage.|