Head up my ass.....  

ptfreak 55M
42 posts
2/23/2006 10:05 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Head up my ass.....


Everyday I go to the same job. I pays the bills. It takes care of my daughter's needs right now.
I'm so close to finalizing my divorce I can almost taste it. Just wiating for my legal help to give my soon to be Ex the papers to sign and I can go before the judge and get it over with.
But why am I talking about that.....

I guess I'm feelling isolated. Everything feels dry. Little things get under my skin. I know I should know better.
I find someone that I am interested in, and I screw it up somehow. Or they aren't interested in me the same way. Maybe I don't want to meet someopne. Or that "someone". Maybe I'm afraid. Hell yes I'm afraid. I live in fear. Deepseated insecurities. I put on a pleasant facade as much as I can, but.....

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