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I don't read enough blogs to know what the heck I'm doing, but you have to admire the people who do these things. I wish I had done one while I was in Iraq, but better late then never.
Veteran's Day has passed. the first half I felt ill. I don't know if it was from working out to hard that morning, or the memories. the later half of the day I just wanted over with. Then dinner with other medics from the unit, too much beer at my local tavern and a quiet corner to contemplate the day alone with my Coronas.
Why am I here at AdultFriendFinder? I can reach out to someone here and try to introduce myself. Can't seem to do it out there. Not to mention my taste in sexual partners might be considered outside the norm by others. I like T-girls. But I can't just ignore society around me. Yet. Isn't that what we mean when we click "discrete relationship"?
This is the life long learning lab. I will constantly strive for balance and center. And if I find someone to share it all with, so much the better.