1. The bear; 2. I wish I was 30 again  

ptfreak 55M
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11/25/2005 8:26 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

1. The bear; 2. I wish I was 30 again


what do they say? "Sometimes you get the bear: sometimes the bear gets you"? I definitely need to date some more, and strike out some more. Develop that thick skin. Or as Pat Bennatar sang,"I'm gonna harden my heart; I gonna swallow my tears". I'm pretty sure I struck out tonight, but it is for the best. I made a rule htat I would never take up with someone that young enough that could have participated in the conception of. Or, as I sometime say, I keep my dating circle within an age range that was someone I might have played in the sandbox with when I was 6 or 7.
Of course she was young and she was beautiful. And it was like I was in my 20s again; froze up. Didn't know how to approach her. God, I hated myself then. I hate it when I'm like that now.

ptfreak 55M

11/26/2005 6:30 am

Thanks. I was going to email you, but ... I read your blog, all five pages. Well, truth be told, some parts did blur trying to read all of it in one sitting. I will remember the shoes; and the comment about if you were a man, you would/could(?) never date. I already wear boxerbriefs, but I prefer dark colors: blueblack. I aqlso like watching your profile evolve. I hope things are working out at your new job.
Now it's off to the gym. Stress relief, meditation and fitness all roled into one. This old man didn't lose 30 pounds in Iraq just to put it back on again!


ptfreak 55M

11/27/2005 9:22 am

I owould have email'd you,if only to say thank you for your responce, but your cupid settings blocked me. That's ok. You got the message. And welcome to TX, weather and all.
My company's left, and I need to get back to my old routtine. Although I'm not a Marine, attached to them as a medic(Navy), I still expected to perform. You probably got to see that with your Marine friend. And anyway I need to try to work off Thanksgiving dinner.


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