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Well it sems i have been wondering and trying to figure out the why's and what happens. Guess what,i figured it out. Recently i have spent some time with a wonderful and beautiful woman and have gotten a things quite figured out. What and why are things i now know. Interested to know,well here we go. The problem that has given me all my grief and sadness was just a simple thing.
The woman i thought was all that and the bag of chips and i's relationship had major problems. One was fear and the other was we didn't have our eye on the prize. The prize you might ask,whats that. Well i now know what it is.
Its the heart and giving it to someone freely.
This is gonna be the start of a whole new blog for me. She is wonderful and at times too giving and makes me feel better than i ever have. The prize,no i don't have it yet but together we are working to see if it is gonna happen. Maybe soon i will be able to say i have it and believe me i will not let it go once i get it.
Regrets yes there are still some and feelings yes they still exist for the other but she has made her choice and i hope it is a good one. And to the man that got the prize there...Take damn good care of my best friend. She is still someone i care for but you are the man that ask to take care of her and do so..You two stay in touch..
For now i am signing off and looking towards the future be it a long and hard journey to get to where i want to be..