What is going on?  

pretty_blue_eyes 38F
3045 posts
8/19/2006 12:47 pm

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8/23/2006 8:30 pm

What is going on?

I am tired. I slept about 13 hours and I'm still tired. Why? I've gone back to work. I'm bored. I want to do something but no one to do something with.
I want to have sex, and as well no one to do something with.
It truly sucks living in a town where I don't really know anyone, at least would want to do anything with. I'm used to staying home, being bored, alone. I do that even when my child is gone for the night.

I want to go out, have fun, drink, laugh, talk, etc. Just can't do that by myself. I am tired of having to do all these things and yet I can't do anything outside of my house except work. I feel as if I am imprisoned. Its okay if people come here, but its not okay for me to do anything with anyone else outside of home. I get questioned, thrown in my face, and yelled at. Not to mention I get blamed for things that have gone wrong. I dunno, I'm thinking maybe he's talking to someone again. It seems this is how it goes whenever he has a "friend." Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe not. Time will tell.....


cru1972 44M
4407 posts
8/19/2006 2:55 pm

Sorry you are going through this. All I could do is be there for you to talk to and have a couple of drinks with. I do feel the same way, yet I know most of the ppl in my town (it sucks living in a fishbowl, ya know 940 ppl here ) at da y


toothysmile 50M
16515 posts
8/19/2006 3:36 pm

wanna cam?... (wink). kisses.

rm_marneman1988 47M
166 posts
8/19/2006 8:03 pm

It sounds like you are miserable because of the way things are. It's time to do something about it.

cougarprey4play 40M

8/19/2006 8:49 pm

Living in a rural area & working in areas that limit my interaction with women isn't fun - so in my own way, I know what you are feeling though not completely.

Why I'm seeking a change & so I can feel even more alive - hang in there & remain hopeful!!

LONELY5207 48M
261 posts
8/20/2006 2:48 pm

I am sorry to hear this too hun I do hope it pass's but most of all I look in your eye's and see so much pain and hurt and they should not look like that because they are so beautiful it hurt's me. life is what you make of it have fun and learn to love again, to get the pain out of your eye's Hun.
$$ HUG'S

LONELY5207 48M
261 posts
8/20/2006 2:50 pm


Passion247000 46F
3195 posts
8/20/2006 10:25 pm

oh my gosh.....that sounds like the story of my life.....

...sweetie....i guess we are not alone.... that explains why i am on this blogs all the time.... I don't have the answers either..... I think the answers will come to us one day....have faith sweetie....work on yourself, be happy...... {=} and big hugs to you.....

CongaFelixRubes 54M  
1222 posts
8/21/2006 6:29 am

What is going on? I don't understand because I don't know your situation.

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