Stumbled on the journey...bravely carrying on...in hope  

powerbella 43F
74 posts
4/4/2006 1:02 am

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Stumbled on the journey...bravely carrying on...in hope


Forgive me for being so incredibly sad and full of woes this morning...How beautiful is was indeed to be touched so deeply by a man, yet in the wakes of a lonely night I had to admit to myself that I failed myself...that the power of my conscience and soul are still searching and longing for a more permanent touch with a future. How we stumble in our searches at times...this desolate country of self discovery is indeed a deep dark valley of thinking, of failing, of getting up...and of lifting your head again after a sleepless night, sorrows so eminent in your eyes...and regaining your self-respect and carrying on...walking a journey that is lonely, but that I do love so much...Affliction, disappointment and pain...deep walking into myself...one day I will see in full, all is a blurred splattered image now...but one day Bella will see in full...for now I walk in the soft music of a never ending hope flickering inside me...

rm_cru1972 44M
4407 posts
4/4/2006 5:27 pm

It so funny how when we are "All alone" in our minds, Hope brings us through. Sorry you're down.


rm_fransi19662 50M

4/4/2006 10:25 pm

I hope that u will feel better during the day and that it will bring u lots of smiles


powerbella 43F

4/4/2006 11:44 pm

    Quoting rm_cru1972:
    It so funny how when we are "All alone" in our minds, Hope brings us through. Sorry you're down.
no-one ever said the journey through this life is a path paved with roses...we sometimes walk for miles on end through terrible thorny bushlands and get bruised, but still I walk and by Grace I stand...


powerbella 43F

4/4/2006 11:46 pm

    Quoting rm_fransi19662:
    I hope that u will feel better during the day and that it will bring u lots of smiles
I did indeed have a few good smiles Fransi...


rm_Magnet2Mind 52M

4/5/2006 4:20 am

I can empathise with you Bella! I do believe that we all underestimate the power of our conscience although we might not always acknowledge it; However, many try and hide their conscience in a far corner of their being and try to ignore its pounding at the door to freedom and influence...at their peril. Maybe I fall into that category Maybe many of us here on AdultFriendFinder do?

All the best!


powerbella 43F

4/5/2006 6:03 am

    Quoting rm_Magnet2Mind:
    I can empathise with you Bella! I do believe that we all underestimate the power of our conscience although we might not always acknowledge it; However, many try and hide their conscience in a far corner of their being and try to ignore its pounding at the door to freedom and influence...at their peril. Maybe I fall into that category Maybe many of us here on AdultFriendFinder do?

    All the best!
The power of conviction keeps the conscience alive...listen attentively to the voice inside you, sometimes a whisper, but most of the times a loud voice giving direction....the flesh is many times stronger than the spirit...time for a higher level of thinking and living... Persevere and conquer!! Whatever is wholesome and true...lets think on these things!!! Do not conform but transform!!


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