I am, I said.....  

powerbella 43F
74 posts
3/27/2006 9:57 pm

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I am, I said.....


I am at the age where I am not ashamed any more of who I am, my body, my looks or the lack thereof, my sexuality. I love this body I live in, and it took me a long time to be at total ease with myself and my body and my personality. I am also at the point in my life that if you do not like me for me...well that is your problem. I like ME, and at the end of the day that is the most important thing. I love myself, do not get me wrong, I am by no means vain or absolutely caught-up in self love. Makes me think of that song " I am what I am, I am my own special creation..."

I am at such a beautiful place in my life where I am not ashamed anymore to say that I love sex, I need sex, I need intimacy, I need to be turned on in my mind by a man to such an extent that I would love to feel him physically...

On this cloudy, beautiful morning I would just like to say in unison with Neil Diamond : "I am, I said..." and if no-one is listening that is also fine, I said it and once a word is spoken it floats forever into eternity....

I AM, I SAID

powerbella 43F

3/28/2006 12:26 am

    Quoting Goldmember_24kt:
    Good for you. It is great to be at peace with oneself. And any man should consider himself very fortunate to be with a woman as in tune with herself as you are.
Thank you Goldmember. I try my utmost everyday to dance to the tune in me...sometimes a waltz, sometimes a slow dance and most of the times a total techno rave...hehehe


demonicsexkitten 41F
10671 posts
3/28/2006 12:54 am

this is a wonderful post "you go, girl!!" (best, most fitting comment i could think of, though i've never uttered those words before... feels kinda strange!! lol)


rm_KnowStuff 56M
240 posts
3/28/2006 1:14 am

"For me to say "I must get into your pants" is an overstatement.
For me to say "I must get into your head!" is an understatement."

You go girlie and happy hunting.


rm_Magnet2Mind 52M

3/28/2006 1:27 am

I guess it's true that we need to love ourselves as it is a life-long relationship. Bella, you certainly echo those sentiments in a very poetic- and I guess philosophical manner that really makes sense....you'definitely know your music too!!! Ultimately we could take some of Frankie's (or was it Bing's?) advice: "I did it my way..."

Nice one...and thanks for the chats!


ToneMan5000 42M
57 posts
3/28/2006 1:38 am

<----------------stands and applauds.


powerbella 43F

3/28/2006 2:26 am

    Quoting demonicsexkitten:
    this is a wonderful post "you go, girl!!" (best, most fitting comment i could think of, though i've never uttered those words before... feels kinda strange!! lol)
Thank you DSK, you also seem like the woman that dances to the tune in you....keep dancing girl!!!


powerbella 43F

3/28/2006 2:28 am

    Quoting rm_KnowStuff:
    "For me to say "I must get into your pants" is an overstatement.
    For me to say "I must get into your head!" is an understatement."

    You go girlie and happy hunting.
Knowstuff, I haven't been called a girlie in many years...was lovely thank you!!!!


powerbella 43F

3/28/2006 2:30 am

    Quoting rm_Magnet2Mind:
    I guess it's true that we need to love ourselves as it is a life-long relationship. Bella, you certainly echo those sentiments in a very poetic- and I guess philosophical manner that really makes sense....you'definitely know your music too!!! Ultimately we could take some of Frankie's (or was it Bing's?) advice: "I did it my way..."

    Nice one...and thanks for the chats!
It was old Frank " I did it my way...." Love his music.
Love chatting to you....mind to mind...how refreshing!!!


powerbella 43F

3/28/2006 2:31 am

    Quoting ToneMan5000:
    <----------------stands and applauds.
I bow in acceptance sir. Thank you.


honeypotza 48F

3/28/2006 1:09 pm

hey powerbella, just like u i have finally got comfortable in my own skin and its great, and yes if ppl dont like me ... so what, i like me and thats all that counts.


rm_cru1972 44M
4407 posts
3/28/2006 8:08 pm

Isn't it a great feeling to be that age? I hit it last year I love it.


powerbella 43F

3/28/2006 9:41 pm

    Quoting rm_cru1972:
    Isn't it a great feeling to be that age? I hit it last year I love it.
Oh the tremendous joy!! So libertaing, feel at times I can face the whole world at once!! hehehehe


powerbella 43F

3/28/2006 9:43 pm

    Quoting honeypotza:
    hey powerbella, just like u i have finally got comfortable in my own skin and its great, and yes if ppl dont like me ... so what, i like me and thats all that counts.
You GO Girl!!!! Enjoy being yourself!!!


kwtrio 48M  
41 posts
3/29/2006 12:21 pm

good for you and bugger what every body Else says or thinks you hot cause you know you comfortable with your own self


powerbella 43F

3/29/2006 10:22 pm

    Quoting kwtrio:
    good for you and bugger what every body Else says or thinks you hot cause you know you comfortable with your own self
Thank you KWTRIO for your kind words!!!


rm_nawty1974 45M/42F
126 posts
4/3/2006 7:16 am

I feel like I am looking into a mirror when I read your words. I feel EXACTLY the same way. If people can't accept me for who I am I really don't care, their loss. I no longer judge my self-worth by how other people think of me. Its all about how I feel about myself. Yes I still have my insecure moments but on the whole I have finally accepted me for ME.
Love you girl, I feel like I have found my sister lol!


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