fresh fruit & infections  

playwithme00000 44F  
171 posts
5/27/2006 6:20 pm

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fresh fruit & infections

Watching some ads in the background..and oranges flooding down a waterfall. I wish that was me. I dream, and wake myself, over and over again.. I have fallen..

One day I will jump..I think that have sometimes. Jumped out of the nearest escape route, often quite a dangerous space, and though brusied and battered by the jump, and the journey, I'm more alive than ever..I am we go again. I have no reason to jump today...though I guess we all have..I have no reason to hide today..though my bed called me and I slid inside the duvets and let sleep wash through me.

I haven't been well for some months...nothng major but had to get on with things..set up new paterns, new systems..well old ones but new to us (my mates/work mates) ..lets not go round the same circles..why do we have to spin out like this?? I hold the rails to keep me from jumping out into the winds again..sometimes you hold me back..sometimes you take my hand and jump with me..or watch from the know I have to go again...we all do..I let you go some time ago..watched and enjoyed it all...but now its more about me...

I had this stomach pain, its lasted months..I felt it before and ended up quite ill as it wasn't sorted. Went to the doc the other day and she, she wouldn't even touch the area..I'm fucking hurting! Do I come here and tell you that..(dont know where this blog is going.. but fuck it!)..she ignorned and didnt treat it and I am angry.. but maybe this infection, whatever it is, and the recentish berevement, means my anger doesn't rage like the wars I take. The frontlines I stand in...stood in.. ok, so how do I deal with this? I went to the nurse, checked it wasn't an a small play, fortuntely it wasn't. I can't be a mother. I really can't. My nurse was brilliant, I explained,she listened and she chatted though she also wouldn't check my actual pain.. she found an infection, through the urine sample...she got another doctor to prescribe and I'm working through the treatment..It's nothing major but I know I ended up in hospital because of an untreated infection. I know my mum died because of infections that spread..and spread..and turned her hot and cold..and I know she took a choice not to take treatments..choices which we live with..I'm not ready to go yet..nor live with all the pains.

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DanaeKC 43F
600 posts
5/27/2006 7:24 pm

wait a minute.. why wouldn't the other doctor even touch the area? what the hell? what exactly did they do? are there any health professionals here that could explain what just happened to you, and how to get the proper medical assistance you're paying for?

Mermaidslut 49F

5/27/2006 7:42 pm

....perhaps that is the problem.. no insurance - no respect?

If you have been active on the site, with real life hook ups you need to express this and get a gyno check up.. it could be more serious then you think! Going to an emergency room for healthcare, they might not have thought to ask about your recent activities...

good thing the nurse was more a professional!

londongames 36M

5/27/2006 9:01 pm

play - sweetheart: you're a smart girl: i'm sure it's nothing at all - well done for going to get it checked out. You can now be on the mend so you can back out and...well, play

(and no i didnt mean that you scoundrels!)

playwithme00000 44F  
96 posts
5/28/2006 10:16 am

Dan - thanks for coming to read my ramble...think I was a little scatty yesterday. I know it was crazy and I will complain. The doc owns the surgery so I guess I will have to get the local authority to move me after a complaint...I know I pay for the treatments indirectly but I think my doc is quite sick herself, she doesn't seem to have the energy or will to listen or look. I only wanted her to feel my felt bloated and pickled inside..had a bad kidney infection previously, ended up in hospital, and the feeling was similar though hasn't got quite as bad.

Mermaid - Thanks for the post.. well I am active but not with anyone on the site, well one person I met before I logged onto this site...Maybe some over growing fibriods to get checked etc..My blogs were mainly about offsite actions...However we gals have more stuff to keep an eye on. x

LG - hello again you. I know it probably isn't anything but have had similar stuff that meant I came back from a hol and straight into hospital..just some antibiotics can sort these things. Am going away for a weekend again soon and just don't want to ruin my hols! Erm playin..well I am not really doing that much of that! Really!

Here's to my quiet recuprative weekend!

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Mermaidslut 49F

5/28/2006 1:30 pm

::::: bringing by lots of juice, fresh fruit & chicken noodles soup :::::

take care hun, my thoughts are with ya!

playwithme00000 44F  
96 posts
5/29/2006 3:57 pm

Mermaid - ah thank you petal! xx
back to work tomorrow been a good weeken in, though cabin fever and the sprinkle of sun lured me out. Had a walk by the river with a good friend. She always inspires! Hmm now to bed! Catch up soon.

play x

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