Chysalis (part one)  

pipercat2000 56M
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8/26/2006 9:16 am

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10/9/2006 2:49 pm

Chysalis (part one)

When I started this Blog I said in my very first post, that I was search for the other part of me.

“So now I go Walkabout and I’ll keep walking until I meet the other part of me. Afterward, we will sit down have a long talk. Talk about what we’ve learned, what we’ve lost and what we’ve felt until there are no more words.”

After recent events and the passing of a good friend, I discovered that I was having that long talk with myself in here, writing this Blog. Now it is time for the two parts to become one.

I find it truly amazing how things can change. I had this Blog all planned out. I knew generally what and how I was going to post in each and every installment. I was going to interject side bar posts at predetermined times. It was all clear to me. So much for those best made plans. I was forced by recent events to start examining things now as opposed to later. I no longer have the luxury to meander through my thoughts, hopes, fears and experiences. It is time to move on to the next stage. So now I enter into a Chrysalis. I hope in the weeks to come I will emerge as one.

One of the things I promised my friend was to:

“in honor of you I will take what I want, know where the fuck I am going and take that first step down the path I see.”

So I have made some decisions and I am determined to follow through on that promise. I have decided to limit my entry into the Texas Chat Room. It is fun, entertaining and frightening at the same time. It is however, a distraction. My idle time can be better spent. Not just loafing around in a crowded room full of people listening in on their conversations. No my life is already so full of joy as it is. Oh I will pop in from time to time but, only to keep the promises that I have made.

With that being said, I find it necessary to say some things to certain people.

To my first Chat Room Friend: I will keep my promise to show you the secrets of my trade. I should have done this earlier but I was distracted and I will keep this promise within the week.

To my Inspiration: This is our place. I will share with you the images, the fears, the revelations and the hopes. The freedom of a mind dreaming while sleeping in a time of transformation.

I have made promises to myself. I have started to lift weights and when the weather cooperates I will cycle again. It seems like an eternity since I have done either. I will no longer wait for others to complete their tasks before I complete my own. I will change my surroundings or at least create the opportunity to do so. Now with the past behind me it is time.

I now enter into the Chrysalis…

_RoSe_ 47F
994 posts
8/26/2006 10:42 am

I can not wait to witness the time of transformation.

"A life without passion is not a life; it is merely an existence."

Raveheart2005 49M

8/26/2006 11:09 am

GO Piper BRo Go NEver stop transforming never stop changing, never stop growing, never let them steal your dreams of who you are, your very Rare your a Great Freind and a womderful light, I am amazed and honored to call you a freind... Rave

pipercat2000 56M

8/26/2006 1:49 pm

Rave... Thanks brother. Hope you keep an eye my posts. I'm keeping one on you!

pipercat2000 56M

9/8/2006 11:46 am

Enough said!

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