just something to say.  

paulabear1 43F
32 posts
7/22/2005 12:21 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

just something to say.

as 1eroticjoe guessed i am strongly influenced by Anne Rice. not just because of her writings but because they awoke something in me that i wasnt willing to admit to till a few years ago. but i havent been completely honest about everything with everyone i should be for fear of rejection on many different levels. i started posting my writing after a friend of mine convinced me that some people not everyone but some might get something out of them .. and i am to the point now that i dont care wether you like them love them hate them because they are something that is in me. no i have not shared them with the person i really need to because i dont want to just yet. plus i want to see his face when he does see them. i want to be able to look him in the eye when it really dawns on him ( if it does anyway) what i am asking for. it is not that i dont trust him but i dont trust myself on how i will react to rejection from him. or rejection pertaining to this anyway. any way thought maybe some might need a little insight into the darkness that is within me. ( and no i am not talking to anyone in particular)

smileguyqc 53M

7/22/2005 6:32 am

Havn't read much of your blog yet but you have a great attitude... it really doesn't matter how other people react to your writing, just keep thinking and expressing yourself.

paulabear1 43F

7/22/2005 4:13 pm

thank you.

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