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paulabear1 43F
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7/22/2005 12:32 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

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what am i supposed to do
when i start missing you
am i supposed to cry and scream
or am i supposed to waste away waiting
no one told me what to do
or how i am supposed to act
what i am allowed to think
or what i am allowed to say
i dont want everyones pity
i dont want anyones sympathy
when i am covered in grease
when i smell canvass
i think of you
i miss you
i feel sad and lonely
those are our smells
those are our feelings
i want to wrap myself up in you
i want to lose myself in you
i cant breath
i cant dream
i dont see tomarrow
i dont see today
all i see are missed opportunities with you
missed moments of passion and lovemaking
missed moments when i could have should have said i love you
today was really hard for me
i fixed the car
and was covered in grease
and the first thought i had was to run in here and jump on you
and then i remembered you were gone
and that hurt
that killed the day
i wanted to tell you what a good job i did
but you werent here
i dont want to talk on the phone
i am afraid i will miss your call
i am afraid to leave the house
i dont want to miss your call
and when i do get to talk to you
i dont want to say goodbye
all i really want to say is come home to me babe
we will make it somehow
just come home to me
but i cant
i wont
because i love you
because i am proud of you
because it would kill you
so i sit here and cry in my pillow
and i sit here and dream
and i think of everything we will do when you do come home
and i cry some more
and i dream some more

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