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parkingspacereq 45M
645 posts
6/23/2006 1:46 pm

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6/30/2006 2:54 am

missing

tomorrow i think will be a hard day for me. my two kids are off on their summer holidays with the x.
i dont know how i will be, will i be sad, will i feel lonely, will i be happy
to t and c
although we now live apart i still see them a couple of times a week which isgreat but i have never been away from them for such a long time. i will miss messing with my son in the pool, watching him swimming and getting better in the water, taking him to play tennis, play crazy golf, walking with him, taking him to the beach early in the morning when no one else is there. watching him grow up and play with his friends

then there is my princess, the most pretty young girl,always wearing lovely clothes and looking like an angel. she makes me laugh so much. i was going to teach her to swim this year, she is not as sporty as thomas but is a right little madam, she knows what she wants and is very confident in most things

but the good thing is that when they come back i am taking with them to me, only to my folks in england but i can spend some time with them, which i have not been able to do for a long time, do the things i have not done since we split up. but them to bed at night which i always did, spend the whole day with them for more than just one day. show them the love i have for them. i have so much planned for them when we go england and it will make my heart stronger.

thanks for reading this, it has been hard to type but it helps me. i will still be the smiley happy soul that i am, that will never change.
have a great holiday kids and i miss you load
lots of love
dad
xxxx



angelofmercy5 59F
17881 posts
6/23/2006 2:16 pm

Awwwww Daddy....I'm sorry the kids will be gone this summer! I'm glad you posted this though. Sometimes I think people think that only the kids suffer when parents divorce...but I think mom or dad also lose out here. Smile.....those two obviously love you! And they will be back!


Sulabula 45F
12659 posts
6/23/2006 2:30 pm

Parky...I am sure they will miss you as well..and you will have lots of time to spend with them...when they come back

Sula xxx

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parkingspacereq 45M

6/23/2006 3:39 pm

    Quoting angelofmercy5:
    Awwwww Daddy....I'm sorry the kids will be gone this summer! I'm glad you posted this though. Sometimes I think people think that only the kids suffer when parents divorce...but I think mom or dad also lose out here. Smile.....those two obviously love you! And they will be back!
angel, that is so true and ty for your wordsxxx


parkingspacereq 45M

6/23/2006 3:41 pm

    Quoting Sulabula:
    Parky...I am sure they will miss you as well..and you will have lots of time to spend with them...when they come back
sula, ty hun and yes i know xxxx


parkingspacereq 45M

6/23/2006 3:42 pm

ty blonde i needed that , any chance of a snog lolxxx


HBowt2 59F

6/24/2006 3:50 am

they are so lucky to have a dad that will miss them....and kids do need their dads.....they really need both parents...take care of you HB2xx


shelltom 51M/45F

6/24/2006 4:58 am

parky,,, the kids know how much love u have 4 them, just think of all the time u will have with them on hols,, they will miss u as much as u miss them and they will b back before u know it xxxx


irishandopen

6/25/2006 4:43 am

ffs parky it's not often that reading a guys blog brings a tear to my eye but that one does. I know those feelings only to well and will never get used to being a one day a week father but we will always have the love for and love of our children. From what you have written they will be left in no doubt that you love them and the small ammount of time with them will be far more valuable to them than some fathers who are there all the time. Just keep the thought in your head of the time you will get to spend with them and look forward to it with joy.


parkingspacereq 45M

6/25/2006 1:18 pm

    Quoting rm_heavenly_:
    Parky....sweetie.... they know you love them, they will hold your love with them doesnt matter where you are or where they are....and they will miss you too ..they will have a great time, but your their dad and they know that.... and your a great dad Mike xxx
ty heav xxx


parkingspacereq 45M

6/25/2006 1:21 pm

    Quoting HBowt2:
    they are so lucky to have a dad that will miss them....and kids do need their dads.....they really need both parents...take care of you HB2xx
ty hbowt ..and yes they do xx


parkingspacereq 45M

6/25/2006 1:24 pm

    Quoting shelltom:
    parky,,, the kids know how much love u have 4 them, just think of all the time u will have with them on hols,, they will miss u as much as u miss them and they will b back before u know it xxxx
cheers shell, i think i need the 2 weeks break before having them for a week lolxxxxxx


parkingspacereq 45M

6/25/2006 1:26 pm

    Quoting irishandopen:
    ffs parky it's not often that reading a guys blog brings a tear to my eye but that one does. I know those feelings only to well and will never get used to being a one day a week father but we will always have the love for and love of our children. From what you have written they will be left in no doubt that you love them and the small ammount of time with them will be far more valuable to them than some fathers who are there all the time. Just keep the thought in your head of the time you will get to spend with them and look forward to it with joy.
ty shando, its not easy i know. maybe we should arrange a dads outing with kids to the park lol. or arrange a dads night out on the pull lol .


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