When This Whole Messy Thing Started.  

paintmeblue 62M
175 posts
7/26/2005 11:52 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

When This Whole Messy Thing Started.

If you've been reading the story so far:
We've established that I like bodypainting, for myself and any woman who wants to be involved. I like it because it feels nice, it loks funny, and it is all jumbled up in my erotic thoughts.

Also, to the best of my knowledge I first became consciously aware that a gold painted woman was a pretty incredible sight at about 9 years of age.

It occurred to me that painting myself from head to toe would be fun, maybe 4 years after puberty, although I had done WAM with things like eggs, flour, honey, tomato sauce only a couple of years in.

And talking about these hobbies didn't occur to me till many years later.

But it didn't get planted in my head at 9.

Earlier than that, I used to love watching the 3 stooges, hoping that a few ladies would get pied.
In the "I new you were coming so I baked a cake" episode, we all knew someone was going to end up wearing the cake; I was begging that the pretty blonde lady would get it, not Moe Larry or Shemp.
Oh, yes she did, a joyous moment in film history!
I even remember the 60s TV show Tammy, in the very first episode Tammy got messy rolling in the mud; very exciting.
And then in my first year at school, a temp teacher wore green eyeshadow the first day, blue the second. I was gobsmacked. As a 5 year old, I didn't know people could do that. And how bashful I used to get as a 5 or 6 year old meeting a heavily made-up and perfumed woman. I remember a work colleague of my mum's at that age. She must have thought I was very odd, turning red and unable to say a word every time she saw me. Ha.
I knew noone else reacted so strongly to pies in the face as me, and never dreamed of talking aobut it.

So it goes back to my formative years 2-4, when this passion must have gotten laid down. And then when puberty hit, these ideas got themselves wired into my libido.

I have a very sound memory. I can remember many days at kindergarten when I was 4, and some times at the pre-school when I was 3. And a handful of major events when I was 2.

So I can say with absolute certainty, there were no single monumental events that caused my preference - there could've been nothing more than the normal things that 2 -4 year olds see routinely.

So how come I like this stuff? I'm sure that can't be answered. I find it fascinating that we all end up with these very different desires. And those desires are manifestations of occurences and events that have absolutely no relationship to the desires. Did I word that clearly? Maybe not - I like WAM and bodypaint - these likes were directly caused by things I saw, heard, sensed, that themselves had nothing to do with WAM or bodypaint, and these things were not significant, and occurred befoore I was 4 years old.

And I have a theory that I can't test. Everybody gets stimuli from the environment, everybody has brains that develop by growing and responding to these stimuli. Everybody has something that they uniquely appreciate, that was there from early childhood, and ultimately became an erotic desire.
Maybe some things are unrealizable, like being fucked by a 15 foot giant with 3 well-located penises, so they forgot about them. Others got stuck with their fetish of choice?

I'd love to hear any thoughts or opinions you might have? If you have a fetish, is it a lifetime thing? If you don't have a fetish - how is that possible?

wyvernrose 38F
3895 posts
7/27/2005 4:23 am

my comment has vanished


CuteAZguy27 39M
1545 posts
7/27/2005 9:20 am

This is a good question, I think it would rock to have an opposite sex and oneself covered in paint and roll all over a large white paper on the wall or even laying on the floor and just create our own artwork with noting intentional like a paintbrush, yet just us to rolling around and letting our movements do all the creative design.....maybe thats why im so facinated with your pics and your writings of knowledge and stories that you share.


rm_beaujelais 59F

7/27/2005 11:48 am

Perhaps my fetish(es) are yet to be discovered?

paintmeblue 62M

7/27/2005 3:50 pm

It wasn't me wyv. What did it say?

paintmeblue 62M

7/27/2005 3:52 pm

It wasn't me wyv. What did it say? (Yay this is comment number 69, a very good number)

wyvernrose 38F
3895 posts
8/3/2005 6:24 am

I can't remember

I think it had something to do with development of long term memory in children


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