onearmedguy 57M
6 posts
7/29/2006 8:40 pm

I worked today, I got home I was tired and hot. I had to go to the store and pick up a few things. As I came out of my building and started walking down the street I noticed a young woman about 10 yards ahead of me. I would guess she was in her mid twenties, she was wearing a short denim skirt and she had the most beautiful legs I'd seen in a long time. I'm not one to gawk at women but I couldn't take my eyes off her. Then the old feelings came back " why bother looking at what you can't have" I averted my eyes and looked at the ground while I walked. She got to the corner and turned. I didn't look after her as most guys would have, I just went in the other direction and didn't look back. Loneliness is a horrible feeling, a gut wrenching, heartbreaking feeling thats all too familiar to me. Right now I feel like I don't fit in anywhere. I'll keep trying to find out where I belong, but I have a feeling there'll be alot of pain involved.

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