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Every day I find myself sexually aroused. I know that I'm not alone in that feeling, but sometimes I feel that I am the only one in the world.
I'm starting this blog to document my Masterbation habbits and hopefully incite some good conversation.
So to kick things off, I will start with my first experience with masterbation!
I was in Boy Scouts when I first even heard of masterbating. The other guys were insulting some other kid talking about how they probably had a whole tub of Vasoline in their tent. This ridicule became the norm and "Jerk-off" became the common insult.
I think that gave a bad impression of masterbation and I didn't really try it until I was probably 13 or 14. Some kids are having babies at that age! I was in the shower and no one else was home. I used some hair conditioner because from the guys at scouts I knew you needed lubricant. I just kind of globed in on a started rubbing. At first I didn't get it, but then it became all too obvious that this was a really fun thing. As my feeling started to build I got nervous, but just then I had my first orgasm. I gasped for air with I'm sure the biggest smile on my face. I can still remember thinking, "I'm going to start taking a lot more showers!" Still I felt like I was doing something naughty and bad. Something I had to hide and no one else could ever know about it.
I probably took seven or eight years of exploration for me to finally come to grips with who I am sexually and that masterbation is a normal part of that. It's such a liberated feeling. Yes I stroke my dick. I get myself off, and I like it! It's not bad!
Anyone else have any first time stories?