It's just another day...  

ohsodelicious 57F
1747 posts
6/22/2006 8:25 pm

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It's just another day...

Sooo...the court date for visitation is set for 19 July...Damn!! That seems like so far away...I’m going to miss my little man OhSomuch!! Thankfully, I was able to spend a couple of days with my G’son...before the shit hit the fan!! He spent two nights at my house and we had a blast...God!!....he lights up my life and fills my heart to near bursting with Love!!
I kept busy over my four day break...so I wouldn’t dwell on everything. For almost a year, I felt like I was stuck in the middle and I let it affect me...emotionally. Well, Hell!! It affected every aspect of my life...I started drinking way to much...wasn’t sleeping worth a crap...blah!...blah!! I felt as though I was on the verge of a melt down. I finally had to tell everyone involved...that my only concern was my G’son...and that as adults they needed to handle their own business...and leave me out of it...that I felt like I was being torn apart...and couldn’t handle it anymore.
No worries!! I’m back on track....I was letting to much garbage accumulate...I just had to take out the trash!!
I can say one thing...by keeping busy and busting my arse...I got a lot done... that I had been putting off...for way to long. The only problem...I hoisted around 14 bags of concrete and now my back hurts like the dickens...Oh! Well!! That will pass...it actually felt good to do some hard work and get something accomplished. With any luck I’ll actually be able to get my pool put-up sometime soon. Whoop pee!!

Well, I talked to my sons’ Ex and she still refuses to let me see my G’son...maybe if I’m lucky...she will soften her stance and at least let me stop by sometime on my way to work...for an hour or two...but I’m not going to hold my breath!! All I can do is keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best.
I just wanted to stop by and say Hey!! Whatz Up!! and hang-out in Blogville for a few...and see what all you OhSospecial peeps are doing...and send you all Big ‘ol Smooches!!!

Oh!! I know this is irrelavent...but WTF happened to my lips...LOL...the smiley lips...damn, double damn...those were part of my signature...I feel OhSonaked...LOL


MOfunNOWWOW 55F

6/22/2006 10:16 pm

The smiley lips are gone ohno {=} Say it ain't so!!!!

Stay busy girl and time will pass fast I got ya in my prayers! Love you.


MOMO
just a squirrel trying to get a nut


ohsodelicious 57F
1922 posts
6/23/2006 12:57 am

    Quoting MOfunNOWWOW:
    The smiley lips are gone ohno {=} Say it ain't so!!!!

    Stay busy girl and time will pass fast I got ya in my prayers! Love you.
M I'm trying to stay as busy as I can...I'll give her another call in a few days...try and wear her down...maybe I can break her...either way I know in the long run...all will work out for the best
Damn!! What am I gonna do without my LIPS...shit I'll have to think of something else...got any suggestions

Hugs...OhSo


ohsodelicious 57F
1922 posts
6/23/2006 1:18 am

    Quoting rm_mzhunyhole:
    I been sending out a lil prayer for ya..ya are gonna have to kick some OHSO somebody butt over that!..lol...now where the hell are those lips???
huny...You can bet I would like to kick some 'big time Ass'...but I know it would only cause problems...you can only imagine how many times I wanted to slap the {I'm going to be nice} little witch up side the head...and just say...YOU! HOO!! Is anyone really there! Is anyone home!! WTF are you doing...WTF are you thinking!! But, I have to control these urges...I bite my lip and 'white' knuckle...my way through...and I know...with the support of so many OhSowonderful friends I have made here in Blogville...and my faith...my Love {for that little man} all will work out...to his benefit. Thank you...hunybee...for your prayers...your thoughts mean OhSomuch to me!!

I don't know WTF happened to my LIPS...Damn!! What is this world coming to...LOL!!

Hugs...OhSo


HBowt2 58F

6/24/2006 6:22 pm

I;ll count the days with you .....HB2xx


ohsodelicious 57F
1922 posts
6/25/2006 12:20 am

    Quoting HBowt2:
    I;ll count the days with you .....HB2xx
Baby Babs You know dang well...I'll be counting the days...it seems OhSolong!! But, hopefully...time will fly!! I'm trying to at least get her to compromise...and let me make a 'pit stop' on my way to work...so I can see him...hopefully...she'll break-down...I can only keep my fingers crossed!

Hugs...OhSo


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