How to discreetly get your hands on lingerie  

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2/23/2005 8:00 pm

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How to discreetly get your hands on lingerie

In 2005 we certainly understand the power of the internet. Heck, you're reading this blog and I'm writing it, we understand the power (and hopefully you're as turned on by it as I am).

But back in 1996, the internet, like my sexuality, was just starting to blossom. Even though e-commerce had been around for a few years, stores and consumers were just starting to see the light.

For a closeted crossdresser, the internet was heaven-sent.

It's one thing to know what you want to wear and what you want to look like, it's a completely different story when it comes to purchasing items that not only fit, but look good. The internet, even back then, was totally useful for learning about things that men don't really understand ‒ like what size corset to purchase or how do you convert a men's shoe size to a woman's?

There are tons of sites out there that provide crossdressing tips that include everything from clothing sizes to make-up application tips, information about wigs, shoes and safe sexual practices.

And then, there's the e-commerce side of things. For the most part ‒ unless someone wants to scope out your credit card purchases ‒ you can pretty much buy stuff anonymously. Dildos, lube, heels, lingerie, wigs, cosmetics, you name it and it will be discretely packaged and shipped right to your door!

I've spent THOUSANDS of dollars on lingerie, wigs and dildos in almost 10 years since I started doing this. I love visiting various lingerie sites and checking out the latest in fuck wear. Just looking at it gets me hot. You see, that's the beauty of being a bisexual crossdresser ‒ not only am I aroused by the fact that I'm dressing and shopping for myself, but I also get turned on by the female models!

A few months ago I decided to treat myself to a new dildo. I was looking for one thing, but I came across this "nu-skin" style dildo. It's eight inches long and two around. I was so excited about it and when it finally came to my door, I was like a kid, I couldn't wait to play with it! The texture is very realistic. Sucking on it is...a joy. Most times I can't figure if I want to suck or fuck it.

I also remember the first time I realized that I wanted heels. Looking at myself in thigh highs just wasn't enough. My legs needed more of a feminine shape. So, I spent a few weeks looking for a simple black pump and a website that would mail them discreetly and have them in my size. When they finally arrived, I rushed to my bedroom, stripped off my clothes, climbed into a pair of thigh highs and slipped into my pumps. What I saw in my full length mirror was a complete surprise. Pumps have the ability to make a set of legs look totally, totally yummy….and learning to walk in them takes some practice! Fucking in them is easy, however!

But, all the toys, clothes and shoes mean nothing if you can't dress up and have fun with other people…so, tomorrow I'll tell you about a wild time with my strapon friend on the West Coast...and the day after that, I once again use the internet to find a sexual partner and this time, the cock isn't latex…

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