haveing sex with an x  

nurse11978 38F
12 posts
5/17/2005 4:03 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

haveing sex with an x

well wasnt last night a weird night for me my x husband well we are seperated came around last night and he came to see our son and enyway he began to tell me he met a girl on saturday night at a night club and to my suprise this really frustrated me loseing him to someone eles. i know i dont love him nor do i want him back.but i had the mad urge to have sex with him to have some control.sounds weird but i had to have sex with him and we did .i had to do this to show in a away i had control over him.and his lifestyle sounds nasty i know but it felt great i ruined something that could of been between this girl and him.ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh what a shame

Lapkin4u 42F

5/17/2005 4:26 am

Dont you feel bad that your husband doesnt know your trying to sabotage him entering a new relationship?

rm_BigDnLady 43M/40F
1140 posts
5/17/2005 5:41 am

I thought when my ex-husband and I had separated, and he had a new girl that if I had sex with him, I was messing something up with his new relationship, and that I was in control, yet it backfired!! It made him believe that he still "had me" and that no matter who he was with he could always run to me! He believed that after all the pain he had caused, that I would never say no to him!! It turned into a bigger mess, when he realized that was not the case! I only say for you to be careful, and to make wise choices!! Not for him, but for yourself and your son!!


nurse11978 38F
8 posts
5/17/2005 8:20 pm

hanks for ur consern lapkin but i felt bad afterwards but i guess i kinda wanted to put him through a little bit of pain in which he put me through i know to wrongs dont make a write but i had

nurse11978 38F
8 posts
5/17/2005 8:21 pm

hi big thanks for ur comment it actually opened my eyes abit to b honest and its made me think i wonder if he thinks that about me

LimesMastsAvoid 70M
456 posts
6/1/2005 6:11 am

Giving someone all your love is never an
assurance that they'll love you back!
Don't expect love in return; just wait
for it to grow in their heart
but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours.
It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone,
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

SexyMac25 30M
99 posts
8/16/2005 4:43 am


rm_dtinworth 33M

1/26/2006 10:42 pm

do you use msn??

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